Shion ALWAYS trusts her gut. When she does, she's right. But the past 3 instances where her gut was telling her something, she ignored it. First it was the truck with Vali, then the ammunition robbery with the Roos, and now the ammunition with Nyx.. "I have to stop caring again."
But she's not. She's not good enough. She hasn't done enough. Nothing will ever be enough. And she'll remain hungry, starving, when all she wants is to be useful. To show her worth and have it be acknowledged by someone. Anyone...
She feels like she's worked so hard but it's not enough. It will never be enough. If she were better she would have been promoted with Phil and Hannah. She would still be finding things for Lancaster. She would be gathering information like she used to.
I got rlly excited to be with the 1st group of PD members again today and I forgot that I have voice activation on and almost said “OMG MY FRIENDS I MISS YOU GUYS” like a freaking idiot 😭
Since this account is an accumulation of Berrys thoughts/soup. I think it’s time to re drop some lore that’s very in line with this recent week. here’s a mini drop I did week 3. I’ll be doing a full story time when I can. I’ve been playing him for 6 years it’s a lot to type
going back to that post-storm scene between 👑🚬🧡... the whole "profiling" incident... 🧡 respects 👑 a lot, but she's been able to see first hand 👑's avoidance of vulnerability & emotion. A part of 🧡 understands its necessary for their job but the other wonders...
new people who followed this account I am Not an rp account I am an unhinged and diabolical pro prombine yaoi account where I talk about a certain twink gettin his back blown out by his beautiful vampire girlfriend and they’re both terrible people in love