Andrea

this week while going to lesson i met my ex psychologist and she looked at me as if i was satan LMFAOOSOA this dumb bitch fr said to me "if a substance isnt in your body anymore how can it have effects on you?" 😭😭😭

@PFSisreal i had stress alopecia thats why they gave it to me, but i didnt develop pfs from it. I guess it explains why i did develop sexual dysfunctions from mdma tho, althought this was almost a decade later

@Shulkinaa Yes. Topical Finasteride is absorbed through the scalp and works systemically throughout the body. Applying that poison to yourself at the age of 11 is insane.

can you get pfs from topical cream for alopecia? Asking cuz i took it when i was 11 and im thinking it predisposed me to developing sexual dysfunctions

@jamescj325 yeah idk why i also lost them in my dreams, doesnt make any sense on how is it possible, but after a while i completely atopped having dreams and now i do again so maybe im getting better

@Shulkinaa Ohh ok I gotcha, Yea I’m starting to lose most emotions even in dreams it sucks

lol today i dreamt abkut writing music, i woke up and wrote the music i was writing in my dream💀 is this a sign im gonna heal from aphantasia and anauralia? Am i gonna stop being an npc?

i drank a beer today and i didnt have the terrible down i had from alcohol last year and also had a really weak orgasm; istg imma start praying everyday when i wake up cuz i can see myself healing and i dont want whatever entity condemned me to this to make me suffer any longer

@jamescj325 its not for the anhedonia its for the aphantasia, im autistic tho and got it as a congenital condition i didnt get it from pssd. Also ive stopped having emotions in my dreams, i used to have them while cycling 9mebc and nac tho

@Shulkinaa I’ve had this happen too, music only feels good in my dreams now

im prolly gonna start taking nac or 9mebc again cuz last year i remember i had some improvement that vanished during the period in which i took them, im scared abt getting cancer from 9mebc but thats a risk that i consider worth taking

my father doesnt want to pay me a fucking visit for my gut microbiome saying that im gonna kms so why should he do that LMFAO fucking piece of shit if you werent my father i woukdt be a piece of shit autistic adhd retard

and i feel so fucking muted again afterwards, i cant think again and indont feel anything everything is surreal

why do i only get panic attacks and nothing else whenever i sfart feeling something again its all panic attacks no stop, what the fuck is wrong with me i eanna die im brain damagaed theres no other explanation for all of 5his

@pssdganjedi ive been megadosing vit d and taking a lot of foods with probiotics and just shit tjats good for you like omega 3, also been exercising daily. Idk idf you tried but it could help, changes arent drastic tho as i still feel 0 emotions or sexual pleasure, but i can feel entertained

@Shulkinaa happy for you

sometimes music sounds full again and i can daydream intensively, maybe im healing😭😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻

@AhmadRehanKhan your face looks so slappable, you look like a pedo who buys 8yo children at auctions.

A long list of “allergies” to multiple common psychiatric Medications in a patient's chart, could be subtle clinical clue pointing toward underlying Borderline Personality Disorder.

@_LordJack @louroth84 In pratica prima era sedentario e solo dopo ha deciso di iniziare a fare esercizio, non è che se fumi non puoi allenarti o altro lol

@Shulkinaa @louroth84 Giusto un esempio

Fumatrice:"prenderei il farmaco per smettere di fumare ma prima dovrei vedere gli effetti collaterali". Cioè, questa aspira veleno ogni giorno ma ha paura degli effetti collaterali. Non tutti i ritardati sono fumatori, ma tutti i fumatori sono ritardati

@louroth84 @_LordJack bho sarà che io mi allenavo anche quando fumavo idem per le persone che conosco che hanno smesso ma io non ho notato nessuna differenza

@Shulkinaa @_LordJack io ho smesso dopo 15 anni (di botto perché mi sono sentito male e mi sono cagato in mano, fumavo quasi tutto un pacchetto da venti al giorno) e non posso dire di non aver sentito differenze anche nel breve termine. già dopo una settimana avevo il respiro più lungo.

@avevoragione @_LordJack in realtà si, fai l'azzardo ma non è detto che ti venga un tumore al 100%. Poi era a confronto ad un farmaco sperimentale, cje poi sperimentale non è quindi alla fine non ci sono rischi in teoria

@Shulkinaa @_LordJack I benefici dell'interruzione del fumo sono pochi? Ho capito bene?

@louroth84 @_LordJack si perchè questi non sono effetti che senti nel giro di x tempo come cazzo ne so avere dolore e pian piano sentirlo scomparire, se smetti di fumare non senti un cazzo di diverso. Che sia migliore per la salute ovvio ma obbiettivamente non senti alcun tipo di differenza quotidian

@Shulkinaa @_LordJack m'hai detto niente

@_LordJack comunque non conosco il farmaco quindi non sapevo se fosse in circolazione da tempo o meno, immagino che la signora pensasse fosse un qualcosa di nuovo e sperimentale

@Shulkinaa Vallo a dire a chi ha smesso di fumare. Il farmaco in realtà è in circolo da ben più tempo in realtà