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I subbed for my Elite 5 team again last night bc my bf fell asleep -.- at least I didn’t drop 3 kills and I and I got the tag😭💀

If you see me with a half submissive, half dominant man who's good at video games. Don't save me. I'm right where I want to be

Having MEMORY LOSS from depression and trauma is a weird experience because people don’t understand how scary it is when depression and trauma start affecting your memory. Like you really start forgetting whole moments of your life, conversations, things people told you, how you used to act, and even parts of yourself. It’s like your brain got so overwhelmed from surviving everything that it started deleting things just to protect you.

I just subbed in for on of the teams in my org. First elite 5 experience. Safe to say probably never again bc i went 3/18💀

dealing with family problems, trauma, unstable mental health, insecurities, anxiety, self blame at such a young age isn't easy at all

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do yyou u ever write a message but halfway through you think “ you know what the fuck it, they don’t even care” and delete it

I think the biggest flaw in dating me is that I need a lot of reassurance, bc my anxiety and past experiences have convinced me that you don't actually want me and that you'll just end up leaving like everyone else

slowly accepting that i'm not the kind of person anyone falls for. just the one they trust, the one they talk to, the one they leave behind when they find someone better

my red flag is that if you don't talk to me, I won't talk to you either. But not because I don't want to talk to you, but because I think if you don't want to talk to me, I should give you space so I don't bother you

i need to repeatedly slam my head against a fucking wall

how it started how it ended

Please Lord.

Everything I say is wrong Everything I do is wrong. Maybe silence is the only thing. I won't mess up.

unfortunately, i'm a girl who takes words to heart so yes, i remember every little thing you said and it stuck with me, whether it was good or bad..

This girl said: The annoying part about being depressed is wanting to talk to someone about being depressed but your depression is also telling you that no one cares and stop bothering people with your problems. & i couldn’t agree more

You could literally be DEPRESSED for MONTHS and the only thing people will notice about you is how easily you get irritated

ADHD is lying in bed thinking about everything you need to do… while doing none of it and feeling guilty about both