talonda lovely

@UrsTruly_Djeezy What dates I wanna go

Letting Jahan really create his own style, is crazy. He doesn’t like the color gray. He only like shoes that are mostly black. He doesn’t prefer to wear denim it’s pretty hard to shop for him

My kids will ask me too give the most random things and I politely tell them to call their dad.

Trying to pick up the pieces, I can’t even wrap my head around the fact that your not here. I’m so proud of you. My cousin, but really my big sister, the keeper of all my secrets, my biggest supporter. I’m so afraid to move on, feels like I’m leaving you.

@Jordanann_21 Still do it!!

The smallest memories keep popping up… I told her back in march I wanted to have a surprise party for Dejuan (iykyk) she said do it , I think he would love it no lie. I wish I would have just done it 🤦🏼‍♀️ 😩

Jaida mommy I don’t eat meatloaf, told her it’s just like hamburgers 🤣🤣

Deep down I know your soul is happy, you’ve been grieving for so long missing your mother

I’ve been strong for so long but I can’t shake this, it still doesn’t seem real

I know you missed her auntie but we really needed her she was our glue.

I’m not ready to say goodbye.

Damn they really killed you

This hurts, I still can’t believe it.

It’s so hard to close my eyes, the stories of how it happened keep playing in my head

I’ll never get over this

That’s really big sister, it’s always been us

It’s a bad dream, we had plans everything was going to be different for us and our kids

It’s no way it was her time to go

Really just waiting for to get off work, or walk through the door

I really hate Rockford

It all feels like a nightmare.