SirDel
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LFT (preferably w org) or LFO (UAIM)
Can IGL or co-IGL, zone-focused, I play everything from support to fragger.
Led my team to every LAN despite war & brutal prep conditions. Missed only Split 1 due to motivation & no real support.
Also open to coaching offers -paid only
Rt🖤
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Heading back home soon, I’m very disappointed with my individual performances this year, especially with BLGS. I know I have worked hard and tried my best all around, but maybe my efforts are in the wrong places. All I can do now is try to grind harder and allocate my energy into the correct places. Hopefully better at champs and a better 2025. 🤍
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Mental Health Update & Streaming Break (TL;DR at the bottom)
Hey everyone, first off, I want to apologize for being less active on Twitch and Twitter over the second half of the year. I haven’t been upfront with myself or with you about the challenges I’ve been facing. Talking openly about mental health isn't easy for me, even though I know how important it is. I hope this is the only time I’ll need to post something like this, but I feel it’s necessary so no one thinks I’m quitting or giving up.
This year has been incredibly tough for me, for a number of reasons. I’ve been dealing with a lot of personal struggles, and it’s been taking a toll. On top of that, I’ve been working non-stop, and when I’m not being productive, I get hard on myself. It's been a bad cycle—feeling like I need to push through and work, but not having the mental energy to do so, which just adds more stress because I feel like I’m letting myself (and you) down.
I recently moved into a new apartment, which is exciting but also adds more pressure. Last night, I came to the realization that I need to officially take a break to focus on getting better, without the added stress of worrying about streaming. I’ve never taken an official break from Apex since starting my career over five years ago, so I think this is long overdue.
I’m not retiring or disappearing for good. I’ll still be around—answering messages on Discord, posting on Twitter, and staying in touch. But I’m announcing a TBD break from streaming for now. I’ll likely find my way back once scrims start, but I don’t want to set that as an expectation just yet.
TL;DR
It’s been a tough year, and I’ve been feeling stressed and burnt out. I’m taking a break from streaming to focus on my mental health but will still be active on Discord and Twitter.
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Dear @EA @shahin @PlayApexEsports @EAJohnNelson We are in a moment of despair, and we ask you to meet us halfway and give us the opportunity to play LAN in Mannheim from home. Apparently our organization is still trying to bring us LAN, and we will do everything possible to achieve it. But because of the War 💔, it is really very difficult to do especially nowadays. We are ready for any conditions of fair play control. Just please do not kill our dream, career and hard path to it. I have qualified for 100% of the LANs that I played, and because of War never can attend, we did it with great efforts that other players did not even dream of, in blackouts and under bombing, we are struggling with all the difficulties fighting odds everyday for this chances, and we deserve a place among you, this is very unfair to us, so please be on our side. And give such an option. We still trying to make things work for us, but i beg you for backup option!
Much respect and Love.
Players please RT and like, Spread support to me and my team in really hard times, i'm really grateful and respect all of you <3
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