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°• Unpinning it when i'm under 100lbs/45kg •°

I haven't slept in 24+ hours. I have to go to work within 4 hours. And i have to work for 10 hours. Maybe trying out speed was a good idea? Because i feel like i'm dying, but i feel fantastic!

@mypersojourney It's okay. Unfortunately life is not always fair.

@SkullTheFallen omg, I’m so sorry :(

The lowest point of my life so far? I just slept with a 50+ man for money, to don't starve to death. And that's how i lost my virginity. Nice.

Suddenly everything got better because i got my hands on some drugs. How did i get this low?

Anyone knows how Bitcoin works? I really need some h e l p .

Well i got a job, all i want is drugs n o w .

I don't know what to do, i don't know what i am doing. I don't know what to do, i don't know what i am doing. I don't know what to do, i don't know what i am doing. I don't know what to do, i don't know what i am doing.

I have no idea what i'm doing with my life. I moved, but i'm so scared i don't know what to do. I called my mom crying and she told me i can go home if i stop taking hormones and if i start eating right. But i don't know if i can get my old job back.. everything is a mess.

I decided to move awai and risk my everything.. yesterday i quit my job. I've been working there for 2 years and now i have to leave everything and everyone behind. I'm still asking myself if this was a good idea or not..

How can someone find a drug dealer in these days? 🤔

I realized the biggest reason why i want to move to an another city and risk everything, is because i can start doing drugs.. so far that's the most exciting thing ever happened to me and i want more..? I don't know what to do.

I just want to take some days off and sleep for a whole week, is that too much to ask?

If i stay where i'm, and where i was for the past 21 years nothing will happen. I will live a boring life as i did before without any risks. But if i go away to a new city, maybe i can finally feel like i'm alive once. But there are a lot of risks to it.. i'm scared of changes.

I turned 21, exactly 13 days ago in August 13. And so many crazy stuff happened since then i can't even keep up with them.. i tried out a lot of things i never thought i will ever do in my life. I finally felt alive once. I have two changes right now. Move away or stay where i'm.

Well.. it's have been a while since i posted anything. My life is currently falling apart or coming together i don't know yet, but i have no idea what to do or what's happening i-..

when you notice your mental illness is worsening but you don’t do anything about it

@skinnyalya 🍀

@euphoriathin 🍀