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#PROMOTWT intro post ·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*: 18yo ｡𖦹°‧ ame/haru^^ She/he ˋ°•*⁀➷ ໒꒰ ྀིっ˕ -｡ ྀི꒱১ rlly mentally ill #bpdtwt #shedtwt ૮꒰˶  - ˕ -꒱ა dni ?: no onee ૮ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ⏔⏔⏔ ♡ + ⟳ to be moots!! Bmi in location

Hehe my progress for the past 3 months

Oh i kept throwing up yesterday and today i woke up 2 kgs lighter WTF I REACHED 47KG

ITS BECAUSE OF HIM WHY DIDN'T HE REPLY WHY NOW IM GONNA HAVE A SCAR IN MY ARM THAT WONT FADE i usually cut in my thigh so that no one would see but my arms anyone can see them ohhh my god why would he do this to me im gonna send him the pictures so that he never leaves me alone

Why do everything keep going wrong i hate this so much i really hate it

Why isnt he still not replying i dont wanna be alone right now i really dont

He didn't reply why is it the only time when i need him he doesn't reply im not used to handling mental breakdowns alone and he didn't reply now im in this mess i dont want scars on my arms and its bleeding through my clothes i really hate this

IT WONT STOP BLEEDING OH MY GOD

I was really frustrated and kept just swiping my blade fast and as hard as i can and accidentally cut too deep in my arm im panicking idk what to do uts gonna scar what will i do in summer ohu god

My ed is acting up why is my will to eat back i want it GONE

@nikuukya No it started bleeding after idk why it didn't bleed at first

@Slits4ame Scientifically I believe you stop bleeding if your protein and platelet level is too low to send signals to the brain to start the bleeding If this persists, GO TO THE HOSPITAL.

I can see the cut but no blood wtf why

I cut my arm too so if its not gone by summer im so fucked

I only did small kitty scratches but im satisfied now imma go overdose on antipsychotics and go to sleep

Fuck it i promised myself i won't cut anymore but fuck it i cant do this shit i dont wanna heal anymore

I NEED TO CUT I NEED TO SO BAD PLS I WANNA CUT

I didn't cut but i overdosed a bit now i feel rlly high

I really should cutttt eughh I WANNA CUTTTT I WANNA I WANNAAA CUTTTTT

I JUST WANNA SEE THE 48 NUMBER ON THE SCALE IS THAR SO MUCH TO ASK FOR

@nikuukya Im so sorry YOU CAN DO THIS i hope youll feel better

HEY GUYS I'M BACK MY BF DUMPED ME LOL (i got back into cutting myself)

Guys i think im reaching my goal ... Maybe... Idk...