Sonya Benson (retired - I beat wrestling) retweetledi

// I am at a loss. Any time one of our community members passes away, it supercedes efeds, disagreements, and general online drama that we often don't realize is a meaningless in the grand scheme of life.
Until something like this happens. I didn't know Jack well. Most of my time in PWC was spent with KT, who I considered and still consider one of my favorite people I've ever met online.
I know some in the PWC camp aren't interested in my thoughts on this at all and that's understandable. I truly feel a bottomless sorrow for KT, their families, and their online family on here. You are all in my thoughts.
I'm not a religious person, but I often find myself wishing that I could believe in an afterlife and a great reward being all this. Right now, more than ever, I hope that there is so that KT and all of you can meet Jack again one day.
My mom died last year suddenly in very similar circumstances. I wish no one ever had to feel what I felt and continue to feel.
KT, if you read this, I'm so sorry. I know you probably never want to talk to me but if you do, even if it's just to yell at me, I'll listen to every word. I wish you the best and hope you find the peace that has elluded me.
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