Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu.

Guys. ☝🏻

I realize that my behavior has left wounds, and I am deeply sorry for every single person who was hurt because of me. I do not want to defend myself, and I do not want to make excuses. All I want to do is apologize from the bottom of my heart.

I want to sincerely apologize to her and to everyone I have hurt with my actions. I know that what I did was wrong, and I take full responsibility for it. By doing that, I caused to people around who were affected.

Yang bener-bener salah adalah sikap saya yang nggak dewasa, nggak konsisten, dan bikin orang ngerasa nggak dihargai. This whole experience has been such a harsh but important lesson for me. Saya nggak bisa ngulang waktu buat benerin semuanya.

Saya juga sadar ada orang lain yang mungkin salah paham, dan mikir kalau saya telah melakukan kesalahan micro-cheating. But I need to be clear that was never true. Cheating has never been part of my story, not once. Kesalahannya sangat besar, dan nyakitin, tapi bukan soal itu.

Saya mau mulai dengan benar-benar minta maaf. I know I’ve made a lot of mistakes, and some of them were really serious and deeply hurtful. Saya nggak akan cari alasan, karena kenyataannya saya memang salah.

Dan saya akui sudah treat someone like shit memperlakukan orang seolah-olah mereka nggak sepenting itu. Semua itu salah saya, and I’m truly, deeply sorry for the pain I caused.

I could have chosen better, I could have been more careful, and I should have been more thoughtful. And, I have lovebombed, manipulative, stonewalling dan ngehindar dari masalah.

I cannot change the past. But I can be honest in this moment. I am sorry for all of it.

The truth is, my mistakes came from my failures to communicate, my poor handling of emotions, and my lack of consistency not from betrayal. I know that recognizing this does not erase the damage I caused you.

I have never cheated on you, nor have I entertained the idea of it. Cheating is something I cannot accept in myself or in anyone, and I want you to hear it from me directly: that was never a part of our story.