i wanna be in the hospital i want to die i want to be close to death i want everyone to pay attention to me i want to be fragile i want to be seen i want to be taken seriously
@candiedecay Ah, I see.
Well, If it happens at night, maybe find a streamer to watch whose streams are at night? Just to keep your mind off of things? Maybe a YouTuber who uploads at night, even?
Sorry, I'm not sure what else to suggest; I always liked nights, like I said.
@SubatomicMule3 i prefer company sometimes but sometimes i wanna be alone
i’m not sure exactly what it is about nighttime that makes me feel worse
i feel like at night i don’t wanna be alone as much though , i need more company at night sometimes i think but it depends