Ghettx Bougie ⛈🦋💰

Not acknowledgin someone’s feelings…. When that’s all they’re beggin for ……………………………………….

Just tears that I don’t even want to cry…….

The only window of my escape is bein closed on me and I just feel so…….. I can’t put it into words 😞

…………. Empty

I feel so pointless….. so purposeless…..

Just fucc my emotions. They’re nothin. My wants, needs, all of it 😞

ATP ima just wrap all my words up and fucc even puttin a lil bow on em. Cuz my words don’t mean shit 🤷🏽‍♀️ I’m over it

The questions are really for myself. The Universe has already done the rest of the work

I question the Universe bc i am impatient. Not bc idky. I question knowing my challenge & hoping not to fail each time. I question bc that is my NATURE! One day my DISCIPLINE will be GREATER than my QUESTION, then there will be no need

Idk ….. maybe it’s just still not my time ……

I do everything im told, and after all of my big 13, big adult, 21 plus years, i still don’t get it

It’s like im in a damn mirror dimension

I resist, I miss out on somethin GREAT !!! 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ Then I get that INSTANT feelin of regret and noticing all the signs

When I feel like im doin so well, everything is goin SO GOOD. All of a sudden someone pulls the E break and im flung thru the windshield

YKWTS, the harder u resist, the harder it becomes …… but how do u know when to resist and to let in ……?

Lord put me in a Position where I don’t have to Beg, Borrow or Struggle

The kids these days think this shit cute 😵‍💫 Could NEVER have been no 90s baby honey 👎🏽 Disgustin. No respect, and wonder y nobody gaf about em

I guess it’s hard mentally accepting how that process comes ……… but …… be that may ……… I need help ……..

Self appreciation & love ………

Still have a lot of “how NOT to’s” ………