Sweet_Frequency | Vtuber

I should become a singer

So much more I want to say but god my hands are shaking so bad haha

Been crying on and off for the last 4 hours, not sure how ill sound when I'm live but I know streaming for you guys is all I can think of right now I just want to stream our twitch Partner anniversary, celebrate something that was robbed from me last year. Something I still feel guilty I couldn't give you guys. Thank you for properly rather than spend my time drinking and crying like I did when I first saw the congratulations email 1 year ago today Life really sucked before twitch, the pain won't ever leave me, I already made peace with that but the wonder you guys spoil me with daily is so warm I'd suffer it all again if it meant ending up here with you So often did I want to write something, say something but I was scared to lose any bit of it. That if I showed any of this I'd be alone. Losing you guys is nightmare I never would recover from You guys are my happy place, the hours I get to spend with you are the happiest I've ever been, you never fail me You saved me countless times, you saved roommate. It's the truth when I say life right now is wonderful, and if it wasn't for you it would still be a nightmare So many nights you saved me from myself i can't even begin to count. Where I felt like a parasite living in a corpse, nothing but a wretch, just for it all to wash away and feel like someone elses memory once I had you guys for the evening. Its why I never want to end stream As awful as it sounds I can't remember a time before being suicidal, but now at a real bad low point I can't even begin understand the idea of not being here tomorrow, of not being excited to be planning things for us to do There is so much I'll never be able to speak about, but having you makes it feel like all that doesn't define me. Like I am worthy of being loved, that I'm easy to love So many gave me promises of forever, of safety, and stability. But no one ever meant it the way you do I never had a family, I pretend to not care but burning tears remind me I'm a liar. But I genuinely feel like I finally have something that is mine, and who cares for me as deeply as I do Thank you for helping me when I need it most Thank you for making me have something that's mine Thank you for making time for me Thank you for making me feel loved Thank you for making me feel wanted Thank you for making it all hurt less I love you guys, I genuinely adore you. Thank you for making me feel like I belong Thank you

Bug pokemon expert

I didn't swallow:(

Fastest shot in helldivers2

give her love or i wont give you any <3

@LuminusRed she is my 10/10

Help my friend @SweetFreqVT is too hot for me to handle 🥺❤️💕

That's it. Witness mommys gamer side

@LuminusRed It was alot better)

@SweetFreqVT That’s so cute of them!! ❤️💕❤️ I hope you have a better night tonight 🫂🫂

Had an awfully overwhelming night and waking up to something like this makes it impossible to stay down ;( Thank you

surrounded by love no matter the time, day. rain or shine. I love you guys and how lovely it is having you always in my corner, always there to pick me up no matter how much i put myself down. i adore you guys with all my heart <3

I couldn't take it..

i crushed a monster can between my thighs and left a nsfw pic of that in the discord, so many joined we got a "hate raid" WARNING hahahaha

Helldivers are allergic to mortars

@gostygost atleast she isnt

@SweetFreqVT Then I’m at a loss 😔

1h ago I had someone's hand down my pants and it's been 1h since then. I remain unfucked and instead got to discuss mulch and 911 I'm gonna crash out

@gostygost Something tells me the dinner and movie weren't the issue:)

@SweetFreqVT I dunno I offered dinner and a movie but was left on read after she sent an explicit pic 🤷‍♂️

im honoured

I'm a pro helldiver

@gostygost Something tells me 50 bucks and chocolate weren't the issue lol

@SweetFreqVT it sure is Wednesday lmao I gave some nice chocolates and $50 all I got was ignored I feel ya homie