sober

Alcoholism is a disease, just like malaria. Its a medical condition. Its mental

Wont struggle for long, ive accepted that im an alcoholic. I want to get better

Im fucking struggling, and im tired

Ive really tried tho, turns out im just basically a coward to saying no to alcohol. .....and I had a meltdown just 2 days ago. Dear God, why this struggle?

And the crowd I attract now, sheesh, God forgive me.

Fuck, cant even make it a whole week without drinking. Guess this is my effin rock bottom now. I feared this day might come

@JohnPraywaror2 No. Dont wanna talk to anybody. Think I'll ride this out on my own, with my God of course

Worst part about committing suicide, is that ,no one finds me in time

"Luck" Nobody stays sober out of luck! I was an active alcoholic for 23 years, it takes preparation mentally, Spiritually, and Physically to live without alcohol as my solution..is it luck, or is it deliberate preparation through practice?

@theyarnmomma Fortunately you were one of the lucky ones to get another chance. There can be no reservations about using again. All in. No 1/2 stepping or 1/2 measures this time. It could be your last chance.

@StewartsLady OmG, thank youuu

@Swole_Spirit Happy Birthday ❤️

One month sober today, these past two weeks havent been easy at all..socials break was necessary for my mental space. I think im in a good head space now. Lets keep going #sober . Thanks God for setting me free.

Personally im too weak to do this on my own. I tried recovery by myself I kept falling. Doing recovery with God has been my answer. God works, God is king. GOD'S LOVE IS KEEPING ME SANE, even through fires that I must pass thru. God works.

@MelanieStolz6 @ThanksFLMS Wow, amazing...this is going on my wall

@Swole_Spirit @ThanksFLMS Congratulations 💪🌈🦋🙏🍀

Alcohol doesnt always have to be the final resort to having a bad day or being in a bad mood. Had some chicken today in place of a drink and that felt amazing. Here's to more chicken...

Day 31 sober. Its a good day for prayer and casting out demons, for we fight not against flesh and blood but against principalities and powers of darkness.

@GratefulandH Thank you

@Focused_n_Free Thank you.

Not letting the devil win, still in this fight and my God is always with me. Loving sober life

A drink isn’t fun, it’s disastrous. A drink spills over into wreckage. A drink creates a mess. A drink causes a whirlwind of chaos. A drink spills into lying. A drink cultivates shame. A drink removes all those we love. A drink is a destroyer.