Frater Rex Aquarum

@theralkia @QiaochuYuan There is a lot more to Jesus Christ than anyone knows

@QiaochuYuan Coming around to this too but moreso because he was the highest consciousness person of all time and embodies unconditional love which is god

feeling increasingly sympathetic to those guys who started out on inner work / meditative / psychedelic journeys or w/e and eventually converted to christianity. i imagine it's like getting married and settling down. it would be a relief to just commit to a single ethical and spiritual framework and community and start living life from it. unfortunately the impression i get is that you really do have to believe a bunch of stuff about jesus that, despite my increasing openness to spiritual and magical phenomena in general over the years, i can't bring myself to believe (yet?). but the like "jesus was merely a wise spiritual teacher" position feels pretty milquetoast. idk

@Tripp_untamed Me to I am extreme. I am in a tornado with no emotional reaction

@idolricky97 Heil Hitler

One day later and already moving around nicely.

@idolricky97 Heil Hitler

@spreadology_ @theralkia 385, the daim 38. I hope my soul is not destined for destruction, but based on the people, the wizards, and all the light, I meet I don't think so. Correct me if I am wrong

@TheBlueTruth8 @theralkia It’s funny, some people are quite literally born destined to be lead astray, there is 0 rectification to their chart and surely something must be consuming from this? We must ponder on this final ה of the 4 fold name , 385 = סמך מם אלף למד , Ecclesiastes 3

I had awful insomnia for 5 years and this is what actually fixed it for me: - Stop holding emotion in your body (#1) - Exhaust your body through grounding work (running > everything) - Heavy squats (this will backfire without proper diaphragmatic breathing and bracing) - Don’t go to bed hungry - Small amount of sugar before bed - Yoga Nidra - Practice urge surfing instead of feeding tics/restlessness - Sleep on a grounding mat - Diaphragmatic breathing - Play Delta frequencies - Accept that you won’t sleep perfectly every night - Release guilt about “performing” badly after poor sleep - Cortisol blockers (last resort) Chronic insomnia that remains after fixing the basics (sun, exercise, diet, etc.) is often a symptom of unprocessed emotional or spiritual energy stored in the body It takes time to move through it If nothing works: Go completely still during a bout of insomnia, don’t move an inch for at least 30 minutes Notice where tension arises and allow it to be there without resisting it I had several intense somatic releases using this and it ultimately fixed my insomnia

@spreadology_ @theralkia Let me ponder on this

@spreadology_ @theralkia Dude as you said this is saw some weird fucking stuff around me 😂

@spreadology_ @theralkia Well I don't hate her, I take that back

@spreadology_ @theralkia It’s all spiritual archetypes, and the ones you’re mentioning are the shadow feminine and masculine. But I have a sense it goes deeper than that. Samael is supposed to lead people astray? Lilith—I fucking hate her. I think she killed my baby boys, as they used to believe

@theralkia Agree fat psychopaths fuck them

@theralkia You should contact a true Vedic astrologer for that. @spreadology_

@TheBlueTruth8 stone rings ive tried yea

@theralkia Whenever I heard of a girl hating me I knew I would hit

Hate is love in denial

@theralkia Do you like the night? Maybe your incarnation is lunar/moon. You know at night your nakshatras become more active and at daytime your constellations active. That's why we feel different at night vs day

@TheBlueTruth8 My biggest blessing

@theralkia Yeah and karma ...

@TheBlueTruth8 Yep but there will still be deviations based on what complexes we still have

@theralkia Yeah I just realised my worst problem that I have always been trying to fix is a blessing. Indulging with light in my heart and food

@theralkia 5D operations beyond time

The Wizard doesn’t need armor because his heart is guarded by the breastplate of God

@theralkia Money first, then spitual stuff

You can use spiritual practices to get every material thing you ever wanted but then you will just feel even emptier