۶ৎ ꒰ cassie is exhausted ꒱

I gained some weight but I’m happier than I have been. It makes me sad to lose control, I feel like I’m not stable or safe when I eat. Im conflicted. It’s like losing a friend? I feel like I want to go back because I felt so in control…

@yamikawaiiangel So cute!!!

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I’ve been inactive cuz of exam season, stuck between 115 & 120 lbs. rn I’m exhausted. I spent the whole of winter trying to glamorize my eating disorder to feel better about it, but I can’t do that anymore. This acc is going to be a disordered diary until I have time to lock in

School trip bcs

Parents aren’t home, so I’m pushing for this or maybe longer if I can lie about having eaten! Woke up 117.4, so I need to drop back to 116 before I can eat anything again 😋

Can someone make a version but with black thinspo and tag me 🤍

@softnmrshmallow You are a princess omg 🤍😋

I srsly need to put away those lego boxes in the back 💔 But dis outfit makes me feel like a princess (،،>﹏<،،)

@bluebe3rrycals The sky is so aesthetic omg 😮😮

hi good evening❕🩵

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ。 an empty stomach is a smaller stomach 　ﾟ･｡･ﾟ

Calories don’t even matter to me that much these days, everything feels too greasy and too much. 🥹I hate eating because of the mass I gain after a meal. I prefer light snack, like slim Jim’s and crackers because they add next to nothing on the scale 🥲

And! I’m 116, BMI 19.9!!! Cassie is finally back in bmi 19 jail 🥹🤍💪🏾💪🏾

Don’t know when mom is coming home, but dinner tonight is Panera Bread :) I got the Ranch Parm BLT Salad size half, a side of chips + cherry lime Fresca regular size, total omad = 710 cals! Fast ends whenever she gets back lol 🤍

my sickest desire is making myself scarily thin & frail so that everyone wants to care of me;; i would do … anything to make that happen

Do I have chest bones or am I delusional

Woke up 116.6, BMI 20 exactly 🥹 Dry fasting the rest of this 🤫

Skinny arms but huge legs 🥲I have to use both hands to go around the knee bro

Eating out tmmr for dinner so I’m gonna do 24 hrs, see you around twt 😋

All I had was 20fl on Diet Coke, but I’m at 117.2 🥹🥹 only a little gain so it’s fine ig…. Dinner omad and hopefully I can lose over night 😬

I didn’t lose anything over night which kinda shocked me! But it’s fine ig 🥹

Gonna eat a small dinner portion and hydrate a bit! Goodnight 😴