Sunshine 💋

I will never do anything greater in my life than care for someone who was so deeply loved by so many. I only hope that I made him and all of you proud. I will never forget Max, forever one of the biggest loves of my life, and a piece of my heart will remain empty forever. 💙

If you'd like to gift me something from my Wishlist, you can check it out here <3 : throne.com/sunshinesjourn…

@VeraVii_ I couldn't care less about someone using my self promo channel and not contributing elsewhere in the discord. This has always seemed so so weird to me

May I vent about something? I may delete my self promo channel in my discord server. I truly love celebrating others and supporting my community.. I just.. I dunno.. I am a touch frustrated because the people who post there aren't active anywhere else in my server, hell they don't even visit my streams. They paste their links and go. (To clarify, it is not that they have to come to my streams. I'm just explaining and using it as an example.) It is just frustrating that people just paste their go live stuff there and then that is it. It is like..crickets elsewhere. It's like.. I am sad because I have tried planning fun hang out nights and no one shows up but they just post in the self promo area. That's it. I planned a RE9 night and only 2 people showed up, which isn't inherently bad.. it is just.. Sad. Especially when I put the effort in. I want to do community nights in my server. But how can I when no one really shows but people are quick to use that channel only.. I dunno. I'm sorry for ranting. I just feel.. sad and a bit defeated and a little lonely at times. Am I doing something wrong? Am I not good enough? What can I do to liven up my server? Do I just give up? I don't want to.. 🥺

Tonight will be my only stream this weekend as I start the process of moving my things to my boyfriend's house! 🌞🎉♥️

@qtpantz ♥️♥️♥️♥️

5-month wait for genetic testing consultation... Thats insane to me. I guess I have time to do some family cancer research. Still insane tho. I had 32 polyps (and 24 on the previous colonoscopy). That's a lot. Make sure to take care of yourselves!

@mrmikeMTL Cream soda

I dare you to mention a 10/10 non alcoholic drink

Day 1 🎉

Guess the @PuppersTV cosplay 👀♥️

@GreenieDBD Red Dress umm

gun to ur head name an ada wong perk

@Ravenismeee You don't, dumbass

How do you politely tell someone they’re overweight?

@2xsam_ I hope not 💀

smoking weed EVERYDAY means you're a drug addict btw.

@Noodle_Streamer "scared" lol

Unfollowing people on Twitch has me scared now… wondering how many of them have the app that snitches when someone unfollows? 😳 Twitch Twitter scares me sometimes 😭

I have the absolute most insane two months coming up: 🎉 Wegovy starts tomorrow 🎉 Quitting my job next month 🎉 Trip to Wisconsin to see family 🎉 Moving in with my bf 🎉 Starting a business 🎉 A huge fucking secret that is so amazing but I can't tell you about yet 👀👀👀

@RalphfrtheSouth Oh Ralph I'm so sorry! I lost my buddy Angelo on 2/12 and he would have been 15 this past Saturday. (3/21) So sorry for your loss ♥️♥️♥️

I lost my best friend of 15 years a couple weeks ago and I'm miserable without him. I love you Fatso. Thank you god/the universe/consciousness for letting me be there with him at the end.

@lilsketch Chris

gun pointed at yo head, name a rock

We're moving in together at the end of May 🥰🥰🥰

@KatyKatt77 Thats ok, they probably think you're stupid too 🥰

I know I’m gonna get hate for this… but I think the ducks in jeeps thing is stupid

@DeadbyDaylight lmk, we would love to make this happen for his fans! ♥️♥️♥️

If I had a nickel for every weird ass woman in my Twitch network who treats me less than compared to the males in our atmosphere... LOL 😆

Happy Birthday, Bad Bunny!!

@upshine3 Absolutely not, barf

GIRL TO GIRL… be honest…. If you could stay home, raise babies, and run a cozy homemaker life… would you?