Also.. not sure I'll keep this account. It's possible that chapter of my life (content creation and streaming) is long past me, and even beneath me at this point. We'll see, maybe the sentiment will pass when I'm not feeling a certain way like I am tonight.
It's crazy, I'm over here gaslighting myself for being such a bad friend because I haven't checked in as often as I should...
But they haven't checked in with me at all. I'm literally the only one keeping any connection going!
Let's see how many "dead plants" I've been watering