Timothy Chua

Looking at my childhood and teenage photos, before all this-I see a boy who is jolly and sometimes loud. Who could've thought that the same boy has been given a test of life of becoming #plhiv. Sunday's reflection got me the feels of spiraling back to this melancholy.

sh*t, woke up with scratches around my arms and legs 😭 #plhiv #alterdumaguete

can't sleep, mind's not settled. looking a sign. a direction. #plhiv #alterdumaguete

it will be a matter of time til we ran out of ARVs what once was a conspiracy seems a near reality. signs indicate that we are at that time with 1 bot of refill. but I still trust for something better. humana na ko anang phase na paranoid kaayo 😅 #plhiv #alterdumaguete

@JohnAndrew63107 hello

@TimothyChua10 Hi

Escapism. Way kuryentes pikas isla! 🥵#PLHIV #alterdumaguete #altersiquijor

@danielphilipp_m dang, bata pa in a sense na di pa gani pud legal. but im just saying.

@TimothyChua10 17 turning 18 😭

a guy 10 years younger than me wants to pursue things with me. should i?? #alterdumaguete

@heroherophi ineenjoy na nga hahah

well what do you know, i've been drowning with my lows lately that I forget my 8th anniversary being #PLHIV yesterday 😅 honestly, i dont think of it much often now and not as uptight with surviving. i'd say, i wanna live - feel and appreciate life. cheers! #alterdumaguete

I messed up and kinda self destructive. I dint need help 🥲 #plhiv #alterdumaguete

it has been hard to breathe literally and figuratively lately. #PLHIV #alterdumaguete

@heroherophi 😉😉😉

bakit kase di nalang naging tayo. 😅🥲 #plhiv #alterdumaguete

For context, the clinic where I am getting refills to is small and has an open waiting area. I said to myself that at some point, I'll bump into someone I know. It stresses me knowing the chances but I have to get my refills. 😢

Despite everything that has happened, I still trust people that ever see me at the clinic to take it to their grave and never let anyone else know my identity. It should be on my own terms and my own decision if ever I want to come out. 😵‍💫 #plhiv #alterdumaguete

What once was a kalat/dump account, is now converted to an alter account where I can post random stuff - most especially my life as a #plhiv. Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary #alterdumaguete

and as per usual, i haven't heard from the guy after that encounter. why am i attracting the wrong type of persons? meh. i feel numb na. 💁🏻 #PLHIV #alterdumaguete

proof of life. 😬 a lot of gray skies lately, but we won't falter. #PLHIV #alterdumaguete

There has been an abrupt switch in mood and overall perspective the past days. Can't say that my family didn't notice at all or they just pretend not to. Thoughts are even darker to a point where I was thinking, what if I just end it? #PLHIV #alterdumaguete

My alter ego betrayed me. Emotions were so fried last night that I broke down and caused a scene. One misfortune over another. Lots of triggers. #PLHIV #alterdumaguete