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I will be signing off social media while I'm still hurting in grief..
Today marks one year since My dad passed..
Rest in peace Dad and see you soon.
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This year I finally stopped pushing everything down.
For a long time I buried how I felt and used over-the-top, vulgar jokes as a coping mechanism. Stuff that happened in my life warped how I saw things, and the people I had around me at the time definitely didn’t help. My view of others got skewed, and if I ever made anyone feel like shit because of that, I’m genuinely sorry — it was never my intention.
There’s also some trauma in my past that I’ve only shared with a few very close friends. I won’t go into details, because I’ve learned the hard way that some people will use that against you — especially when you’re masking pain with humour. But opening up privately, in safe spaces, made more of a difference than I ever expected. Carrying it alone was doing real damage.
RuneFest was a massive eye-opener for me. I spent a lot of that event forcing myself to take substances just to get through my anxiety. And the scary part is, it didn’t matter how much I took — it didn’t help. When the drugs don’t work and you’re still pushing everything down, it really forces you to confront the fact that something deeper is going on.
I know talking openly about drugs is taboo, and I know it’s “off-brand” and could affect sponsors or future deals. But honestly, spreading awareness and being real about this matters more to me than any money I’d lose from brand deals. These are conversations that need to happen, because pretending everything’s fine helps no one.
I’ve spent this year actually working on myself. My life, my health, my weight, and what I value. I started therapy. I was diagnosed with ADHD previously, and I’m still understanding myself more every day — and my therapist believes I may also have undiagnosed autism… so the RuneScape causes autism theory might be true after all.
It’s been eye-opening and honestly necessary. I’ve always been a go-happy guy, I just got lost for a bit.
If you’re struggling in life, don’t accept it. You don’t have to struggle alone. Everyone is going through the same shit in different ways, and there are so many resources out there that can help — you just have to find what works for you.
I also know my streams and content took a bit of a back seat while I got my head right. That was a conscious choice. I wanted to come back happier, more present, enjoying the vibe again — and not letting behaviour slide or go unnoticed, including my own. I’m in a much better place now, and I’m proud of the work I’ve put in.
I felt like it would be nice to share a bit of me behind the scenes, regardless of what the internet warriors will think.
The passing of my grandad really fucked me up because xmas used to be amazing when he was around and this year was the first year I could just really look back and appreciate him.
I couldn't do that before it hurt too much, times a healer, it sounds so cliché but it's true.
Didn’t ask? Not reading that? Alllll good.
But for the ones who are in touch with their emotions — this one’s for you
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I wish we lived in a world where I didn't have to make a coming-out post, a world where everyone truly understands that we are just navigating our own lives and experiences with the end goal of happiness. I prepared myself for over 20 years to shove the feelings aside and take them to the grave. Prepared, but thankfully not executed, these plans all thanks to this guy.
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@JagexAyiza @OldSchoolRS Deserved ❤️ congratulations man, very proud of you
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I'm stepping down as Lead Community manager.
I am extremely happy to announce that I'm now the Associate Director for Community Management on @OldSchoolRS - time to update the bio I guess.
Lot's to do this year, and I'll help support the team as best I can!
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I got promoted to Fulfillment Supervisor after 5 months! Rebuilding in osrs is one thing but rebuilding in life just hits differently 🤩
Olive🍸@The_0live
9 months after getting laid off as a graphic designer and burning out from that career, tried fiber tech but quit after 4 months since company was shady. 7 months later finally found a new career as a warehouse specialist starting tomorrow! Life is feeling more complete ❤️
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