Tyson John
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Tyson John
@TysonJohn18
https://t.co/YuODeTb4jm.GASTRONOMY. each are my hobbies but im up for adventure n learnin somethin new FB Tyson John IG therealbeargizmo89
United States Katılım Mayıs 2019
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Today is my birthday and it’s really special one because for the first time in my life I’m actually truly truly happy🤗❤️
Happy to be alive, happy to have fun and feel joy. Happy to breath, soak in the sun, feel the wind in my hair. Burry my feet in the sand, cooking and dancing to my favorite music, eating yummy unicorn-glitter-piñata-sprinkle-cupcakes my bestie made for me, or putting on blue mascara with bright pink lipstick just because 🦄🌈☀️🤗❤️
After fighting for my life, my voice and my freedom my whole life, after thinking there is no way out of the darkness and being completely lost, it feels so amazing to be finally here. To be at peace, living, breathing, laughing, happy and free.
And I love every moment of it and of my new life.❤️
My story is coming out soon. June 2026.
#mentalhealthjourney #abusesurvivor #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthblogger #lifecoach #therapist




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My first Christmas tree. My first deep breath.
As a little girl my biggest dream was to have a horse and wings. Horse to have a real friend who will love me, who I can cuddle with and run free with. Wings so I can jump out of my window and fly away.
Christmas had been just another time of abuse, stress, fear and confusion for me. Time when I had to sit, obey, shrink myself and act as I was told. Time of me wanting to run away or die. I was seven years old the first time I tried to commit su1cide.
I learned to hate Christmas and later on to ignored them. And throughout my life I just seen more abuse, stress, and absolute disconnect with what Christmas should represent and be about. About love, kindness, understanding, togetherness and family.
Three years ago, after trying to spend Christmas with my biological family I had to leave and completely fell apart. All the childhood abuse came back to me and on top of everything I was dealing with it was just too much. I cut my wrists and almost overdosed on alcohol and medications. As I did when I was seven years old.
After that I promised myself never to drink again, never to take medications again, never to self harm again and to completely change my life.
Last year I spent Christmas with my best friend and a person who is my chosen family. Eve van Dalen.
She met me in August 2023 when I completely lost all will to live, few days before I planned to end my life. This time properly. She stopped me, helped me to pull through, heal, grow, evolve and change. She saved my life and showed me what a real love and family means.
Today I’m looking at my Christmas tree, kitties playing around, drinking hot cocoa, listening to Christmas music and taking a deep breath. I made it. I survived. And I’m more than ok.
Now my wish goes to all of you reading my message. All of you fighting painful invisible battles, trying to be ok, to survive and to find a way out. Don’t give up. There is hope and it’s all going to be ok. If I did it then you can do it too. 🩷
I’m dedicating my life, knowledge and experiences to inspire, support and help others. We can do it together🩷
Marry Christmas and lots and lots of love to all of you. 🩷



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@samnimetitties @olympia4you Awwww happy birthday shug hope u have a wonderful day 💗
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@ruledbykali Discipline is only another word for ease of self control...the self disciplined however fall victim to something much worse... pride
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@ruledbykali Sounds like u need to be convinced to do what is actually best for you rather than what u feel u want to do. Anxiety is a special hell shug tread lightly n know that at the end of the day everything is about self control
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@zahraelise_ @holzawn Basic colors for a printer lol cyan yellow n magenta
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@holzawn what does this even mean? I have 0 info on color palettes
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