nyla

time won't fly, it's like i'm paralyzed by it i'd like to be my old self again, but i'm still tryin' to find it

yes, i got your letter yes, i'm doing better

does it count as trespassing when you acidentally do it?

from sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes, i gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this

yes, yes, yes. i do like you. i am afraid to write the stronger word.

i tried to save us. i really wanted to tell you that i tried. but it was too late. you resent me not for the things i did... but for the things i did not. how can i try to save us… when there is no more us?

i love you — i do — but i am afraid of making that love too important. because you're always going to leave me. we can't deny it. you're always going to leave.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the people that care don't 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 when you're 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 .

why did you have to love me so much? why did you have to care so much that it would bring me back?

⠀⠀now you’re just somebody that i used to know .

you don’t need to remind me . i should put it all behind me， shouldn’t i ? but i see her in the back of my mind all the time .