𝐃𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐕𝐞𝐠𝐚.

▸▸ 𝐃𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐕𝐞𝐠𝐚 ◂◂ Every corner holds a choice. Every misstep leaves a mark. The patient watch. The reckless vanish. @paintedwithsins cousin. [ Original Chapter | Mature Content ]

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now, i no longer know who i am, or if i am, apart from my father.

if i cannot be better than them, i will become so much worse.

I need a strong one. Or three.

@paintedwithsins Sounds like a good night to me. So. . are we doing it again or not?

@Veytris You say that like last time didn’t end with someone bleeding and me pretending it wasn’t my fault.

Let’s go out, @paintedwithsins.

how much more do you need? do you want me to bleed?

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my soul bleeds... and the blood steadily, silently, disturbingly slowly, swallows me whole.

Repetition gets boring.

My tongue knows every secret your thighs tried to keep

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I’m not sure whether to laugh or destroy everything around me. . either way, I’m in a mood.

Looks like peace but was raised in war.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I'm. gonna tear into your soul .

I sipped slowly, letting the taste linger, the warmth of Spain fading behind my eyes. I remembered streets I could walk without fear. That was gone. My father’s shadow replaced it. I didn’t want revenge. I wanted him beneath me, my hands around his throat.

@ElegantlyTorn You make it too easy.

@Veytris You just want to get in my head again.

I’ve been handled like something disposable. That lesson tends to stick.

@ElegantlyTorn Denial tends to sound exactly like that.

@Veytris I could never embarrass myself.

@ElegantlyTorn Put it away. You’re embarrassing yourself.

@Veytris Here’s a tissue for your tears. [Holds it out to him.]

@ElegantlyTorn I don’t whine.

@Veytris For someone who thinks they can push out of Noah’s life… I didn’t think you’d be a whiner.