Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️

(｡•́︿•̀｡) Voiids intro! °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ #vampiretwt #edtwt #shtwt #shedtwt #intro ⭑.ᐟ vampire irl ⭑.ᐟ trans/bi ⭑.ᐟ 6teen ⭑.ᐟ he/they ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ₊˚⊹♡ ᯓᡣ𐭩 always follows back if sh/edtwt ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

our areas power went out and my parents room was the only cold room and so i watched a show with my mom for a couple hrs. it was actually kinda nice and she didnt ruin it

i saw one of my dream cars at carmax today!! my mom and dad agree to get me it only if i get my license. after we sell my sisters old car and save up a bit we can definitely afford it!! im actually motivated to continue my driving lessons : )

trying to hangout with my parents is exhausting like bro do you guys have to start an argument every single day

my scars have been so itchy today i want to rip off my skin

my moms willing to get me my favorite car if i learn how to drive!!

i need to rapidly drop weight while still being able to eat 1-2 meals a day NOOOWWW

i hate myself so much im so ugly literally all my problems would be solved if i was fat. i want to kms so badly

i kinda wish i got stitches for some of my old bean cuts bcus i regret so many of my raised scars

i just had the worst binge ever i feel so nausous

aha hey atleast my mom bought me in n out (breaking my fast at 20 hrs)

was talking with my therapist abt my home life (stupidly in detail) and omfg she brought up cps i actually was abt to shit myself and now im paranoid

(3:35pm) im waiting till around 6pm to eat so tjat ive fasted for 20 hrs but im already getting a headache and my stomach hurts and time is moving so slowly which makes it worse

i hate my body so much i want to kms. all i want is top surgery, genuinely i would do anything

i hate being trans so much i hate my body

you could literally be depressed for a year and the only thing people will notice about you is how easily you get irritated.

gonna try to do a 20-24 fast for the first time in literally like 8 months. i need to start to make myself worse so i can lose SOME weight before my trip

i love c/s but i never feel fulfilled i wish it would make me feel full

why is everything in this god forsaken country so high cal

i just wanna go home and hurt myself

im gonna start counting calories again cuz i NEED to lose weight. im wearing a hoodie in 87 degrees weather bcus my binder barely binds anymore after gaining weight