White Crow

@SXMOctane @GrantRandom @TheKaylaRiley @josemangin play @meandiband

I'm everything you think I am

You touch me like a razor blade.

As the hurt turns into hating anticipating all the fucked up feelings again.

Held trapped by what we were.

Chisel away at me, criticize me incessantly. Break the shell, dissect every piece analyze and dispose of me, Put me out like that cigarette you stomped on the floor and watch me rise from the ashes cause I've been here before.

You aren't the one that I thought you were, so I learn to embrace this illusion. The line that separates It starts to blur.

I'm numb to the pleasure but still feel the pain.

If I showed you my soul would you cover your eyes? If I told you the truth would you tell me to lie?

If all we had is meant to fade If everything is meaningless If we just burn it down Then nothing matters

I'll see you when the pain is gone, I'm sorry if it never stops.

I'll never forgive, never concede the worst that you've done's still got nothing on me.

You're the worst, but I can see you in myself, broken but enough is enough.

The lying and deciving they all started with a feeling that you'd never understand all the torment and the bleeding, so pay attention cuz this note is my digression from the pressure and attention of the deeds I'll never mention.

@selfdestruxtive Don't

Welcome to the story of my deterioration, put together the pieces and you'll see it.

Its been so hard to live without you, So glad I see you when I close my eyes. I could never fall in love without you, So hard to say goodbye

I can't stand another day without you, Yeah I know it's my fault you're leaving But its to hard to say goodbye.

I broke your heart, you fixed mine. I hope you realize, That I can almost feel my arms around you. And I still see you when I close my eyes.