~AURIA~

I will kms I can’t fuckin do this shit anymore

My boyfriend got me Hydroxyzine

@RayrieXO7 You are not the problem, the system is. Norwegian healthcare is shit, you’re not🤷🏼‍♀️

So of they say all this, if they can sit there and say and write all these things to my face, how worthless am i really? This world was never meant to hold me- at last keep me. So why don’t i just listen, do as they say and just die. They even say im not worth saving

Im poison. I hurt everyone that loves me eventually, ive tried to kms over 30 times, who is that much of a failure? Everything and everyone would be better with me gone. The system hates me, ive never done them wrong, ive only ever wanted help. Theyve even written that caring

@RayrieXO7 Ngl I check your profile pretty much everyday to see how you’re doing… I def care and wish you the best😅🖤

I honestly don’t think anyone gives a fuck about me, it’s all fake. The health care system hates me, i dont know what i did wrong. I dissapoint everyone, i’ll never become anything. I should just die.

Welp nobody cares, might just take the remaining 20 tramadol and wash it down with alcohol🤷🏼‍♀️

Took 200mg tramadol and had 3 ciders 4.7%, billig fyll😅🤷🏼‍♀️

@RayrieXO7 Sjalu af

Yay, for freeeee

Everyone out partying while I never get invited… bouta take all those pills and never wake up again

These drugs making me sleepy af

I want benzo How tf to get benzo I just want benzo

I feel like my adhd brain calms down when I take tramadol… Idk if it’s just placebo but I like it🤷🏼‍♀️

RT @ruinedangel777: you are not good for me but i miss you

@RayrieXO7 Just stay as safe as you can pls🖤

Guys do we think i’ll be able to sneak out today?

The Tramadol makes me very sleepy which is nice Ig, I just want something stronger and betterrr agh

Wish I didn’t live in the middle of nowhere where noone seems to be selling anything… yes I’m desperate… yes I just want something to make me feel good

@RayrieXO7 It’s okay, you’ll get thru it🖤

Why was i so stupid, fml im pathetic, ive ruined everything for myself, and my family will be so disappointed.

@skimpyhippo Agh I want

I want dr!gs I want dr!gs I want dr!gs I want dr!gs I want dr!gsss

I just want drugs alcohol is not enoughhhh

don’t cheat on your partner kill yourself instead