Nana

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Every time I think I’ve gotten better and try to get into a new relationship I see just how pathetic I really am

Maybe if I cut this one’s name into myself too it could be different and she won’t leave me like the last girl

I finally cut myself again after over half a year..

@rottinqgrl Ok..

relapse relapse relapse relapse no one will care no one will care

I feel like everyone hates me

Why does being so emotionally hurt have to make my body feel like it’s dying

Everything hurts so much

Maybe just a little bit won’t hurt too much..

Why do I have to get attached so easily

I’m so pathetic and weak that I’m scared to cut myself because I don’t want it to affect my performance at work and then end up even more miserable again after getting fired

I can’t fully be myself in relationships anymore because I’ll just end up getting hurt and bullied again for being too emotional and needy and then end up bottling up all of my feelings over and over again until it makes me finally kill myself

I’ve always had this growing sadness and loneliness inside of me since I was 11 and I don’t know what being better actually feels or looks like anymore, feeling miserable all the time is my normal and I dont know anything else

once you are 11 you’ll reach the unexplainable suicidal stage that just gets worse every year

I was made to die alone, my body, heart and mind can’t handle being in a relationship, I’ll just end up physically hurting myself again to show my love because I don’t know any other way to show someone I love them without self destructing

I just want someone to love me the same way I’ve loved everyone else I’ve been with, unconditionally and just happy to have someone by my side

All I can do is cry and cut myself I’m such a loser

I’m so beautiful but staying inside all day for years with barely any social contact just left me without any real good personality for anybody to like, I feel so boring and pathetic and like a burden to everyone I try to talk to

Why doesn’t anybody actually like me

I want to cut myself over and over again until I eventually bleed out and die