Zizi

₊⊹ . ` february accountability` ˚. ᵎᵎ ⸝⸝ ~ Yes i keep failing no idc ◞♡ Feb 04 - March 18

All i was made for was to be a burden for everyone else :)

I just...dont understand the concept of how a person can be SUCH a good dad but such an aweful husband at the same time

Heavy on - i deserve everything thats happening to me, and even worse.

Where'd all my friends go? :(

So lonely I'm craving the part of me i lost growing up overweight

Regardless of how much weight i loose or how much i work on my looks I'll never look like a 5'4 girl with narrow shoulders and a small head proportionate to the rest of her body 💔 Hate ts cuz no matter what i do i can only ever stay avg even of i " glow up"

Let exams end dude, I'll waterfast for like 15 days through june 😭😭 Eating sm is making me so mad but trying to restrict wont let me study, and i just HV to choose one ofer the other....hope i dont gain tho 🙏

Being on insta restriction is wildly boring and AWEFULLLL i am just SO addicted

Im thinking of just....portion controlling till exams Theres like 50 days till they end and i gotta go all out and loose 12 kilos but i feel like if i manage to drop down and maintian 61 for now, its be easier and i would just hb to drop 9 Rlly hoping i get to my gw this birthday

Also this friend of hers got her this rlly pretty, expensive necklace and she literally just told me today that she lost it.. Like bro??? Cmon?? She doesnt talk to the friend anymore, but she lost the necklace a yr before, when they were still talking Like bro do u js not care

My sister hving no friends and being obsessed with this shitty bf of hers makes me made sometimes I rlly dgaf but she has me lie to mom all the time abt where shes going and what not, and i SWEAR, if she EVER takes my name after ever getting caught, i WILL crash out dude

I love being busy tho its amazing i dont feel hungry or anything Anyway heres a post exam summer to do list :> Low effort cuz im tired kinda

Helloo i miss everyone sm aa My finals are in like 15 days now, and honestly i am as NERVOUS as ever so, please cross ur fingers and toes for me everyone TT I have a LOT of plans for post exams so cant wait!! Ive been surviving on max 4 hrs of sleep for a week now its terrible 😭

@noriricals 😭😭 u can try awarding urself? Go shopping try out clothes u always wanted to etc etc Idk but everyone does say u truly never will feel satisfied

i dont think this is taking me anywhere lmao im at my lowest weight ever and i dont feel anything

Having a bigger and wider face is a damn struggle cuz tell me why when i was 45 kilos i looked like i weighed 10 more dude!! It sucks, i thought itd go away if i lost more weight and now im here 🥰 i didnt realise it was my skull size and not my body back then but oh well ig 🙏

Cant wait for exams to end so i can get down to 50s scale again damn i hate it here

@noriricals CONGRATULATIONS BB!!

ye....... gw reached

@noriricals Nuts!!

raisings are like drugs to me

@noriricals HI CUTIE

@Ziz___ed1 ZIZI!!!!!! ZIZIIIIIIII

gm bbys,, i just had a horrific dream TT

@noriricals I srsly want to but i dont hv it in me. I wanted to shame her, for anything, but id never pick on s9meones natural features. Everyones pretty. So idek how to make her stop atp its pissing me off alot since its been like this everyday lately

@Ziz___ed1 i would hit my sister for that ngl dont listen to her queen 🤚🤚🤚

So wtf?? My sister has been calling me fat everyday since the family weigh in. I am. For sure. But wtf?? Its 2026 why tf r we body shaming? God damn i hate her. I js ignore it or act unbothered but im srsly wanting to address it But tbh around my family i act like i dont care a-