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I like the sound of that.

Anyway, missing birds aside, I hope you are all doing well.

I don't understand. What happened to the bird? Perhaps it flew away, or migrated to a warmer climate?

@AnjaWritingsx @barnymph @gothamangelwing @Casnewvessel @IAmCalledJack @DWImpala67 I wish you a very happy new year, Anja. Remember that no matter what happens, I will always be watching over you 💙

@barnymph @gothamangelwing @Casnewvessel @IAmCalledJack @DWImpala67 @_IAmCastiel And many, many more!! I'm sorry if I forgot to mention you but everyone means a lot to me!!

As the year draws to a close I want to thank you all for sticking with me and being my friend 🥹 whether we have interacted a lot or not, I appreciate you very much and wish you a happy new year! I'm sorry if I miss someone! @rafaelscurls @frantasdaddario @Juzoer @louishumdario+

@Immune2banshees Thank you, Eileen. Has there been any sign of Dean?

@_IAmCastiel We are glad you two are here

Donna and I have arrived back at the bunker. She's staying with us for a few days. At least some of us are together this year...

@_IAmCastiel At least buy me dinner first. *When Cas goes to touch Dean's shoulder, Dean grabs his arm and twists it, making Cas fall to his knees.* It's about time you moved on.

I can't be here. It's better this way.

@DWImpala67 Dean, stop. I don't want to have to restrain you.

@_IAmCastiel Well, that Dean's gone.

@DWImpala67 No, you're not. Because the Dean Winchester I know would've done whatever he could to save Donna. He would've given his own life for her.

@_IAmCastiel What? So I can feel like crap for what I did to Donna? I'll pass. Besides, I'm a better hunter now. I'm who I'm meant to be.

@DWImpala67 I won't let you walk out on us. I won't let you walk out on Sam, or Donna, Ben, DJ, or Jack. They need you. We need you. That's why we're going to fix this.

@_IAmCastiel Forget it.

@DWImpala67 What are you saying?

@_IAmCastiel Are you? Because from where I'm standing, you've found jack! And it's probably for the best.

@DWImpala67 You can't leave now. Not when Sam and I are getting close to finding a way to restore your soul.

@_IAmCastiel What does it look like?

@sheriffhanscum @DWImpala67 He isn't himself... *Cas looks behind him to see Dean walking to the Impala.* I will be right back.

@_IAmCastiel @DWImpala67 But I trusted Dean with my life, I never questioned soul or no soul how could he let this happen and then run away

I left to get something from the store, but when I returned to the motel, Donna was gone. I just hope this means she hasn't fed. I should've been watching her...

@sheriffhanscum @DWImpala67 He doesn't have a soul. He's lacking empathy, love, and everything that makes him Dean.

@_IAmCastiel @DWImpala67 Cas why would he just stand there and let this happen

@sheriffhanscum @DWImpala67 You're not a monster. You are still you, just with extra bells and whistles, as Dean would say. But it isn't what you are that matters, it's what you do. And you will learn to control this, Donna. I believe in you.

@_IAmCastiel @DWImpala67 I don't want to be a monster Cas

@sheriffhanscum @DWImpala67 I understand that this is difficult, but you can fight this. It is something you can learn to live with. A friend of Dean's has.

@_IAmCastiel @DWImpala67 How could I be Cas?

@sheriffhanscum @DWImpala67 Donna, stop! *Cas gets between Donna and Dean before he sees Dean leaving the motel.* You're not thinking straight.

@DWImpala67 @_IAmCastiel *looks at Dean angrily trying hard to fight the urge to attack him* you're kidding me right.... this is all your fault...

@sheriffhanscum @DWImpala67 It's me. What happened?

@_IAmCastiel @DWImpala67 *struggles to regain control* Cas?

@sheriffhanscum @DWImpala67 No! *Cas is quick to react, his eyes glowing white as he pulls Donna away from Dean.* Donna, listen to me, you need to take control.

@_IAmCastiel @DWImpala67 *walks up to where Cas and Dean are standing blood covering her mouth and shirt seeing Dean causes an animal like reaction baring her newly formed fangs snarls and lunges at him*

@DWImpala67 Dean, something is wrong with you. Your soul has gone-