used to be depressed in school listening to indie music now I'm raving I'm buzzing and shagging birds like mad. it's called happy hardcore for a reason. x
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my most genuine fears are of failing to follow through with my dreams. who am i if i do not succeed, what value do i have if i lose what i believe defines me?
i want to live unburdened by my own expectations. i dont want to worry about what family & friends might think - more importantly what i think they might think. I want to let go of my ego, even if it means asking why i do music, or if it should even matter i pursue it or not.
i don't believe this to be a quarter-life crisis if i've struggled with these fears from the moment i became an adult. if i dont find a way to break through this trauma, i will spend the rest of my life afraid and unhappy.