Killer

@FOktoberfest hey i got a really weird call from someone saying that i won a round trip to either mexico or hawaii from a drawing i did at the fremont oktoberfest 2025.... was there actually a drawing? gotta be a scam, right?

I can't wait to take you on this ride. I know you're strapped in and think you've been moving. It's crazy what perspective will do to movement. I don't mean that condescendingly but you and I can be so much more unendingly. Each pass is getting me closer to rollercoaster bandage.

I crave you kindly. The kindling of your 'feeling' warms me inside of my chest cavity. Each tooth bites for me angrily. Oh girl, the scrunches, the eye crinkles, your face wrinkles, the smiles. It makes me wily and wiry and sprung with my fist clenched for a while. I'm'nt filled.

Placid brown and transparent at the bottom. Thick white hazel bubbles defined as foamy. If only my own personal alimony balanced on curved glasses like the professional stances of Hondas or Atlantises. My eyesight pouring into you like unwanted advances. My hindsight bleakly mum.

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This is one of the worst things I have ever written to myself for future reference. Nothing in this entire expose is cohesive, it's entirely meaningless. My entire being is funded by fallacy and misguided consciousness. I am nothing, a fat grinch sitting on piles of red presents.

Cringe and stumble over my own feelings, I'm on a hill tumbling. I'm crying myself to sleep, mumbling, 'You did this to yourself. You dumb bitch.' Now I'm grumbling. Crumbling, I'm pie. I'm feeling about to die. I sigh and huff, I puff and it's enough. Why am I not enough for me.

I like the bartenders. Iconic plurality like a socialite fighting for figures and financials. 'I will dominate the quarterly market, I only care about profit, every single person will own our stock.' What am I really looking to cash out on? It seems the investment isn't tangible.

The essence, the carrosserie The kodak moment Of the man with a kodkod mascot. Does cooperating reticent make no sense? Or is the mystery of the mister-he mean the Mr. E is a pussy? Fuck you upwards verticality. Progeny borne, internalized "needlessly!"

Danger diner driving deigner dainty designer destroying disasters like boredom breaks and fists ache from smashing splinters.

Can you forgive me before we get to the bad part? Is it possible I can stop an immovable train heading right through your head straight to your heart? I am the conductor. The lover. The loveliest scenery I'm meandering through currently. I hope we together can defuse the bad news

Even plain fibs and reorientizations. The fakeness I use to shield myself from the pain unending. We are but humans trying to maintain a homeostasis between friends. I'm sorry I don't mean to hurt you. I wonder if it's my nature truly. Scared money type shit, I'm a poor man's kin

Cared up like a full blown belly stare. I broke down and left my sandman on the stand. 'I don't knead him, the crust won't stick in blindingly.' I cry the next day, surely lying from within. Each day the novelty wears like a fool in motley. The monotony. The Emmy I'm earning...