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I try make amv

@SurMMR Don’t remember specifically, I had a flight of a few different kinds at a bar. And some yummy sushi with it

@_crystalsilence Which rice wine did you drink?

Tried sake for the first time. Eh

@MonsterOfSukeP Have you played pokemon conquest? Many of the character designs look like the pokemon that the character uses (this guy uses infernape). Cool to imagine them using weapons like this

タイムラインで見かけたあの棒状に簡略化するやつ、武器デザインとかに使えそうだと思ったので

I haven’t spent any money on ads since this, stopped paying for Shopify/etc, accepted a job offer starting soon, was going to seriously try the whole “employment” thing again, and just now my first/only customer placed another order… getting mixed signals from the universe here

earlier this spring worked on a combined anime/manga video edit, but couldn't execute the idea satisfactorily. had it storyboarded in my head, the perfect music, it was all i could think about. worse still is that it was inspired by someone in my life who also still haunts me

i'm sure that i've tweeted this before, maybe on a different account, but if you screenshot and post that a certain famous person liked your tweet, you are an irredeemable snake, an attention whore, and a spiritual slave

@distantcastle_ wow, never tried this myself, but when i've seen other people try, it looks pretty messy, this looks nice and clean and visually pleasing

My second attempt at preparing “sushi” (actually just a California roll), which is much more difficult than appearances suggest. I think I’m getting better, at least.

Would you rather only have bad dreams, which are scary or sad but give you relief and gratitude when you wake up, or only have happy dreams, where your deepest desires are granted but make your real life seem depressing and meaningless when you wake up

I’ve always wanted to read an ace attorney doujin of Phoenix romancing Mia via Maya channeling her, and was compelled for several hours last night to start writing it myself, many dark emotions and tensions to explore in all three characters

@uniformdreamz Oomfskimo kiss

Sometimes I like posts with my nose

i love this map lmao

much to identify with in eren, but it's epitomized for me when the war hammer refers to him as "usurper, eren jaeger"

Whenever I compulsively delete social media posts (often), I regret it, I lose real parts of me, I think of that game Blank Dream where the objective was to revisit your memories and kill yourself in all of them until eventually you completely undo your existence

@amantdelucy Or having reputation/fame. Easiest time in my life for socializing was when many people knew me despite me not knowing them. Shortcut to familiarity/trust in the social dynamic

@MarmoPatriot Thank u my friend, I am planning to move to a major city soon and I hope the new experiences will give me some perspective and clarity as well

@_crystalsilence Starting your own business is a lot of work. Good luck to whatever path you choose.

honestly idk if i can keep spending on ads like this without any real income. this is the farthest i've made it in a business, which is cool, but there's still lots of glass to eat before this thing gets anywhere close to being profitable

@MarmoPatriot selling supplements online. though honestly i'm always unsure whether i should even be pursuing money / business success, or should just pursue art and try to enjoy my life

@_crystalsilence What sort of businesses do you own?

speaking of temperature contrast, i remember this ost, the cold piano layered with the warm electric keyboard, hiding in hot spring from a biting winter wind, delicate and sensitive, a tight embrace, a precariousness, we are alone but we are together... youtube.com/watch?v=NifgQb…

switching between slowed/normal/sped versions of the same song feels kinda like the auditory equivalent of going back and forth between a cold pool and a hot tub

@TetraChad can confirm first hand this happened at a company i used to work for

I'm willing to bet that these companies making big announcements about laying ppl off due to "AI" will just quietly hire workers from the developing world to replace them. The skill gap b/t countries is decreasing but the wages are still vastly different.

Negative emotions are genuinely like drugs. The second I feel a twinge of anxiety or paranoia, anger or depression, or whatever else, it’s like the first drop of alcohol touching the lips of an alcoholic. It feels too good. It’s too addictive. I have to stop myself