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my ed diary idk ___________________ hw:75/cw:62/gw:45 21 yrs (05), 165 cm

Katılım Nisan 2021
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
•. #edrtwt intro .• 05, she/her, bulimia, relapsed hw 75kg, cw 62 kg, gw 45 kg minors dni please! .•.
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im probably eating way over budget but im visiting a friend, so the joy and whimsy cancels it out
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
why does everyone on here own the same scale
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
anybody else purge handsfree or is it just my throat that’s broken 🧍
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
just b/ped on a night bus, and i have six hours left until i arrive fml
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
low restricting always makes me so anxious, my heart is racing for no reason. idk what to do because it’s also the only way that works for me losing weight😭😭
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
i love skyr
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
the fact that my body always stores my weight in my thighs is pissing me off so much, even at my lw i looked like clover in that one episode
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
this isn’t meant to be anti recovery btw, it’s just sucks that some treatments forget the body image aspect
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
med ed treatment just focused on gaining to a average weight and didn’t have any focus on liking/accepting ur body, so now im fat and still hate myself 💔
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
@pusheenspr1nkle i always eat grapes throughout the day when i have exams, cuz it’s just water and sugar. most of the time i feel faint it helps by spiking my blood sugar
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tory@pusheenspr1nkle·
OOMFIES (and non oomfies) HELP ME!!!!! whats a good low cal snack FOR SCHOOL!! i need smt to eat while studying so i don’t faint but i don’t want to bring cookies.
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
«next year» is such a depressing thought, but im so motivated to not think «next year» again next summer
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
god i love swimming but i hate swim suits,,,
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
@uptownballerina face revealed in like 2020 on my old account and it still keeps me up at night 😭😭😭 even if im just talking about my ed i don’t want anyone irl to associate it with me, and especially not when i was interacting with thinspo threads and edtwt drama
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🏹🎀🪽@uptownballerina·
Ppl that have face revealed on edtwt have you regretted it?
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
keep confusing kgs and lbs in peoples descriptions, no way some people have 45 lbs as a goal weight 😭
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
spring rolls being 200kcal each will kill me
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
i need my clothes to be loose on me again
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
had to take a pregnancy test, turns out im just fat💔
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
taking before pictures when I should be taking after pictures 💔
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
feminist enough to hate beauty standards but insecure enough to want to fit into them
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mia 🥒@_cucucumber·
omg im sick ❤️❤️❤️ with no appetite ❤️❤️❤️
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