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Here's to my beloved Jay~ 🩶
I adored you in the most beautiful way that even heaven grew shy before it. And I know it does.
In most exquisite, unspoken manner with a devotion so delicate that language itself seemed too crude to contain it. It's not the reckless admiration of obsession, nor the loud affection that seeks to be witnessed. Mine's actually quieter, softer. A feeling carried with careful hands, as though, I fear, even the world's gaze might bruise its purity.
I adore you the way one adores poetry discovered on lonely nights, slowly, reverently, with a heart that trembles not from desire, but from recognition as for there is something profoundly beautiful about you, Jay.
Not beauty in the ordinary sense alone, though you possess it effortlessly but it's the beauty of your sincerity untouched by pretense. The beauty of your soul that remained warm despite the coldness of the world surrounding it. The beauty found in quiet resilience, in your thoughtful words, in kindness that asked for no applause. And so, my admiration became something sacred within me. Like a silent prayer stitched gently into the fabric of ordinary days, a softness I return to whenever life became unbearably heavy. I do not wish to own you. I only wish for your light never to dim.
As to adore someone so purely is a rare thing. It transforms affection into something almost divine, like a feeling so tender, so unblemished, that even heaven itself might lower its gaze in shy reverence before it.
Because some forms of love are not meant to consume. They are meant to cherish, to protect, to bloom quietly within the soul like moonlit flowers untouched by ruin.
And that is how I adore you, Jay- beautifully, faithfully, and with a heart so pure that even the heavens grew gentle before it.
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