Jen
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Jen
@_jnnfRN
A grateful heart. A peaceful mind. A growing soul.🍃


If I had to describe my life in one word, it would be "Survival". I became a registered nurse believing it would finally be the beginning of a better life. After years of studying, sacrificing, and passing the board exam, I thought I was finally one step closer to financial independence and a brighter future. Instead, after resigning from my previous job, everything seemed to fall apart. For the past four months, I've been unemployed despite doing everything I can. I've applied to hospitals, clinics, dialysis centers, and company nurse positions. I wait for interviews, hope for callbacks, and keep trying. But with thousands of newly licensed nurses competing for limited opportunities in the Philippines, finding work has been far more difficult than I ever imagined. My savings are almost gone. There were days when I had to postpone applying, not because I lacked determination, but because I simply couldn't afford the transportation. It's heartbreaking when your biggest obstacle isn't your ability, but your circumstances. The hardest part isn't just being unemployed. It's feeling like I'm carrying every burden alone. My family is struggling financially, so they can't support me. My relatives have never been part of the support system I hoped for either, so I learned early on that I had to face life's challenges on my own. Sometimes, the hardest part isn't the financial struggle, it's realizing you have no one to lean on when life feels unbearable. I don't have a support system or a circle of friends I can call whenever life becomes overwhelming. Most nights, I cry quietly and pray, asking God to give me the strength to face another day because, in my darkest moments, He's the only one I know I can always turn to. Some days, I feel emotionally exhausted, overwhelmed, and numb, as if life has been testing me nonstop. Yet every morning, I still wake up, update my resume, search for job openings, and send another application because giving up has never been an option. If I were fortunate enough to receive this $5,000, it wouldn't be spent on luxury. It would help me continue applying for jobs, cover transportation, relocate if an opportunity finally comes, and give me the chance to rebuild my life. More than anything, it would give me hope during the hardest chapter of my life. I'm not asking for pity. I'm asking for one opportunity. One chance to work. One chance to become financially independent. One chance to finally breathe after months of simply trying to survive. I don't know when my breakthrough will come. But I do know this: No matter how many times life knocks me down, I'll keep getting back up. I'm still struggling. I'm still believing. And I'm still fighting for the life I've always dreamed of.





"nursing ang crim ng med field"

















