moth man

edtwt intro!! 21 • they/them ; trans masc faggot <3 5'4 • current gw: 120 lbs Not new, recently relapsed, I feel like a veteran at this point. Always pro recovery!! Semi trying to recover with therapy, semi locking in. Like/comment so we can be moots :) 18+ only!!

@dumbcollaredpup that's so crazy with those ingredients :0 happy for you i hope you enjoy them

@_lavenderb0nes_ once cooled down it was pretty good! i tried them warm and they were too soft so i waited until they were about half the temp they were when they came out and they were nice and spongey!

homemade 55c muffins 🫐 ⋆.𐙚 ̊ (looks better in person…)

@Sweet_SIeep i want to smoke weed so so bad but i know ill binge if i do 🥲

@_lavenderb0nes_ ME TOO!! Thee bedtime snack is a silent killer 🫠

i'm trying so hard to break my habit of eating before falling asleep, that's when i over eat. it's so hard when my partner is snacking right next to me tho and my insomnia has been so bad :/

@Sweet_SIeep edtwt always keeping me on my toes....

@_lavenderb0nes_ LMFAO SORRY THATS HILARIOUS

I just had to block a new moot because they started posting about their foot fetish lol

@rottingfruits taking t means you increase muscle mass with zero effort especially during the initial puberty phase and more muscle = higher bmr = easier weight loss

please don’t believe the fear mongering about testosterone and weight gain. it does increase your appetite i won’t lie but it also increases your metabolism and helps you build muscle faster

@youronlyvee I make homemade sourdough too!! moots?

I made cheddar-jalapeño sourdough bread I love bread

@blukittendoll lmao real. two years ago i had a roomate who made $100 over the limit for medicaid and they got taken off for an entire year. Like bro $100 will get you fucking nothing 💀i wish you luck with that 🫡

@_lavenderb0nes_ Saaaame lol They are trying to stop my ebt right now They are also trying to stop my insurance but if they do im totally screwed I (and everyone around me) need me to take those psych meds!

Eating like a disordered bear tonight Salmon and berries

@blukittendoll fr the government wants me to have anorexia haha

@_lavenderb0nes_ I get it! And food is so expensive now too!

@blukittendoll I wish I literally have 0 money, the only job i'm not too disabled for is food delivery so 🤡 I love being paid less then minimum wage to destroy my car and not even make rent lol. I cook and bake for me and my partner which helps. Flour is a lot cheeper then bread

@_lavenderb0nes_ I am too 😭 I always save up cash for the "luxury" stuff like salmon or shrimp though My ebt mostly goes to fruit, veggies, protein powder, almond milk, ect

@vampiricjiji Just some insight from someone on the other side and why he may have behaved like that. Overall I would always air on the side of caution and ofc i wasn't there so idk anything. Also it's very easy to get kicked off the apps for bad behavior, so weird people don't last long :)

they didnt leave after this btw. and no im not sick. just leave it at the door man. they proceeded to stand there for 5 minutes. at first i screenshotted bc i thought it was sweet. but this lowkey couldve been evidence in my murder bruh

@blukittendoll i'm on food stamps lmao 😭 can't get the fancy shit even when i'm not eating very much, unless I want my partner to starve too. I have frozen salmon from trader joe's in my freezer tho

@_lavenderb0nes_ Smoked salmon is a favorite of mine Its expensive but sooooo worth it

@rowanout ty :)

@_lavenderb0nes_ i’m sorry !!!! i hope your hip gets better soon!!

I was right it is indeed a bitch and I basically can't walk at all like even around my house and I have a severe migraine on top of it. Being anorexic is so not live laugh love

@blukittendoll like whatever floats your boat but that's definitely a jump scare on my edtwt timeline lol, I didn't realize they were a nsfw focused acct

@_lavenderb0nes_ Oh no 😭 That might be a deal breaker for me too I find feet to be disgusting 🫣

i wasn't planning to fast but I was too tired and brain fogged to care or think about food today so might as well start a fast. I hope I finally get out of the 130s maybe 🤞

@blukittendoll Yeah :/ I get it and obviously it's not that simple for someone with an eating disorder to just not be disordered lol. I just wanted to say it anyway 🫶

@_lavenderb0nes_ I try so hard to stick to 500 cal a day. It makes me really uncomfortable to go over that But yea I need to remind myself that its ok to enjoy a little something every once in a while

Im being a total fat ass today Already ate 1 meal, just ordered a salad, and my partner bought me smoked salmon and berries for later tonight Im definitely gaining tomorrow

@Dove_Bug no definitely not i promise

Is having 2 sips of soup breaking a fast? I had to act normal but I don’t want to loose my streak