yam

"but u have friends" not a single person would pick me first

today i heard your name and my hands started shaking. please make it stop, make it stop.

Need this shit of feelings to end, need the suppressed emotions back I can't

i’m actually sooo picky that’s why it kills me to have to give up on smb i picked

if i experience one more life altering event i'm going to blow my shit clean off

if ur wondering what the fuck is wrong with me imagine how i feel

If I don't pay for my mistakes my life won't be worth it, that'd all I've ever been taught. I've taken over 1/3 of it. I've taken all of it. But it doesn't matter anymore, not to you, does it ? Because if it did you wouldn't leave me again. Empty promises, words are only words.

Everyone gets tired of me.

Ti exw kanei toso sthn zwh m pou prepei na timwrithw etsi.

I need someone to just bring me to the point or to just kill me already. What is this fuckass slow burn of putting an extra hole and taking a piece of my will to leave. Let it be done once and for all, I think I have paid enough for my mistakes no?

Why am I always the fool.

as much as i wanted it to be u, u really showed me how much u didn't want it to be me

everytime i talk to you you sound irritated and annoyed by me

sometimes ill be sitting and eating a sandwich and wonder if i deserve to live