seungkwan was always the brightest in every room, the one who filled every silence, who checked on everyone, remembered everything, made sure no one ever felt alone. and he loved you like that too… open, attentive, always making space for you in a life that never slowed down.
but that was the problem.
because loving him meant being seen all the time and you didn’t know how to exist without wanting to hide. no matter how tightly he held you, you couldn’t ignore how different you two were.
he never asked you to change. you just couldn’t stop feeling like you had to. you tried to keep up, tried to match his light until his light didn’t warm you anymore… it blinded you.
so you stepped back… becoming the only person he couldn’t save.
as someone who hasn’t got the chance to see ot13 yet, i’m just trying to hang in there a little longer… it’ll be my first time at the next con when they’re finally all back together so i’m just quietly hoping our fate lines up
on the brighter side, maybe this hiatus from world tours is the rest seventeen truly needs, physically and mentally. theyve given us 11 years of nonstop love without a hitch.
may we all meet each other when the time comes, smiling and looking back on this moment together.
hope by the time they do their next group concert, the issues with scalpers and bots have been resolved. please please give that moment to the carats who really want to see them.
let this be the last time there are a lot of wasted seats in the venue because of these fckers. 😤😭
those ‘i love you’ and ‘thank you’ will never be enough to express how much i love you and how thankful i am for all the happiness and love you’ve brought into my life