Not only my self esteem yells it, but people told me this so many times that I can't even imagine it not being true. This thought sits so deep in my head that it ruins my life. I'm so so scared of failure that I can't even start changing my life.
I'm extremely terrified of making a first step and even more scared of it being wrong. I can't wrap my mind around criticism and the fact of being not enough. At the same time I have been 'not enough' as long as I remember myself.
The hardest thing is to accept that you are the person who is responsible for all that is (or is not) happening your life. I can't blame others for my mistakes or inactivity anymore, cause it will be a lie.
I'm just floating and sawing my wild oats. All these smart and successful people around me with passion and self determination seem like they understood what life is really about and what is their place in this world. And there is me. Still not knowing where and how to go.
What do I mean by that? Me not being sure in anything, not seeing any life perspectives and having no idea what should I do with my life. No sense of meaning, no passion, no ideas.
I've been feeling down lately. Especially since the day I returned back home. Now I understand that this has nothing to do with the end of the vacation or change of the season. I feel this way only due to me being me.
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I can't make new friends while people around say that this dude just wants me in his bed
The feeling of worthlessness. Like you are nothing without your body.
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