I had very weird dream today. It feels like my daddy alive again. I busy to preapre his legal document which is it only can be made again one by one. Not to use the same data as before. I dont know how but we go around to our family. And the final things is i go to trip....
Sometimes, i dont have the motivation to live. But you never know me. You say i must meet new people, but what the point is that you always think from many PoV before you take action. Suddenly, you know how people react n think so kinda useless. I need someone unpredictable to me
Dude theres diffrenr between lazy and stupid. You keep thinking i was stupid, but i dont have the power to say no because i dont want to scream, yelling like mad people. The truth is that i just wanna be lazy. I was tired... very tired...
The fucking right word is nobody know me well enough but everybody fucking said the know me to well to said bad thing in front of my face. Am i clown? The best manupulator actor?
That why i want some time for me to think what i want. The workd isnt everything to me. But i know we lived in this fucking reality need to dreaming something to became motivation to achive something
One thing i know for sure. People always notice the bad things that happen around us. It's not the good one. Do you know that sometime i think why even we here? Why are we being created? And you want something big, Biggers dream for what? You can bring it when you are dead