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does anyone know if this is normal .ᐣ
FANDOMLESS OC. Katılım Şubat 2015
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if i let go of rules, who knows how dangerous i'd be?
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“thank you.” she spoke softly, with a nod of her head and a gentle sigh escaping her lips. to fill the silence, she lifted the mug she'd been cradling and took a couple more sips, letting her gaze wander around the garden that surrounded them.
“what's he like?” kari then +
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rylan straightened herself up for a moment, realizing that maybe, just maybe, she had come off too strong and so she merely nodded. “baby steps … and that’s if you really want it. if you don’t, i won’t hate you for it.” she tried to reassure somehow. she wanted +
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society.
“baby steps, right?” she whispered, digits curling tighter around the mug in her hands, resting against her thigh. “but— thank you. for even letting me get closer.”
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'wouldn't be just be better off without her?' over and over as rylan spoke.
even more so, how did her ex wife still hold her in such a high regard after how things ended between them? it's not as though she really showed herself to be a stable and responsible member of +
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whilst becoming a mother had been one of her life's greatest wishes, the sheer weight of the responsibility now offered up to her was certainly a hard thing to take on without a second thought. and she couldn't shake the gnawing notion in the back of her mind, asking +
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her heart ached at the confession — the very valid confession coming from her ex wife. in that moment, all she wanted to do was take her pretty face in hands and tell her everything was gonna be okay. instead, she simply spoke from the heart. “hey … nobody and i mean +
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with her two step-kids, and they sure didn't love her being around.
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that I won't be good at it, you know? that i'll be a disappointment, and that i'll let him down. let *you down. or just, I don't know, complicate things?” it was a very valid fear, from kari's perspective. the only opportunity she'd had at being a mother figure was +
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the touch caught her by surprise, and somehow stirred up a reactionary feeling that stunned her to silence for a moment. she didn't feel *that way about rylan anymore, so what was all that about? she thought she'd moved on, right?
“I think i'm just ... i'm just scared +
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a small frown took over her lips as she heard the last statement. it felt unfair to think of it that way, at least for her. so, without much thinking, she was taking hold of kari’s chin to get her attention while she shook her head. “you’re his real mom too. +
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always going to be on your terms, rylan. it doesn't matter who I am to him, you're the ... you're his mom. his real mom."
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"of course," she started, nodding again after a slow inhale and exhale. "just .. me. as his other mom." her voice had gotten quieter as she spoke the last part out loud, only then realising the weight of the title. the title that she wanted for *so long.
"anything is +
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kari listened carefully to each point she made, soft nodding along in agreement — and trying to hide her surprise at the admission that he .. knew? it wasn't exactly like their relationship had been the standard kind, nor the way he was brought into the world. +
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rylan was quick to shake her head and set the mug in her hands. “absolutely not.” she began, eyes softening when they were met with the familiar pair. “you’re his mom too. i never hid the fact that he has another mom from him .. in a way it wouldn’t be too confusing. +
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