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I hate my life why do I keep binging why don’t I have self control why am I like this

i dont really consider myself disordered anymore if i actually was i would be starving myself and losing weight rapidly and id be skinny im just a fat pig looking for excuses people with real eating disorders dont eat as much as me

Hab den Smoothie wegen der Verpackung gekauft und lese im Zug dann das 💔💔💔

未知の領域。

WEIGHT DAY/ DAY 16: -0,3kg💀 bro I fucking hate this shit fym I only lost 0,3kg.. I also binged fuck this shit 1400 cals

day 15: 360 cals

okay guys I’m motivated as hell because I found a kinda easy diet how to loose 8-20 kgs in 8-12 weeks so I‘ll be skinny by summer!!! this is a thread just me tracking my diet ✌️

I fucking hate my life I hate everything I’ve been following this diet plan and only lost 0,3kg which is probably also only water I fucking hate it I’m gonna give up I’m gonna binge fuck this fuck everything

why the fuck is cardio bad for me why the fuck should I concentrate more on resistance training than dieting I fucking hate being skinny fat

obese women like this are not attractive.💀

how it feels being on edtwt and still getting my period

I think my life will end in suicide I'm not quite sure when, maybe it won't, but all roads seem to lead me there

Today is weight day im scared to go on the scale

jesus christ 😭😭

bro I can’t fall asleep it’s driving me crazy

I haven’t slept for 3 days I feel like I’m going insane

fuck my bitchass friends why are they gatekeeping where they got their reta from 💔💔

@nanami_tojis_ho @kate_lalalala @PrincelyED_3 I DONT GIVE A SHITTT BRO WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE😭😭😭

@aeffection3 @kate_lalalala @PrincelyED_3 keep projecting 🩷 love ya

Bc from a dirty mirror I found outside It's raining

okay I don’t have enough money for this shit 😣 gonna continue doing it the old fashioned way