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— " i pray to god, i curse my luck , i question my faith , i curse my empty hearted fate , and i curse the wind and the tide and the waves . "

@GuilledSinner And even if you did, maybe it could have ended up differently, or not. I don't want to see you teared up like this– it hurts me, to see you feel like you failed both me and Fraud.. At least CELIMA didn't dig its roots into my head, I survived..

@GuilledSinner [ He frowns further, he clenches his fist, unsure on what to do. He grabs hold of Kaiser's clenched fists in his bandaged hands. ] There will always be trials where we question his doings. The sufferings of where it dwindles our faith.. you didn't know anything (+)

//Open Int

— " i spend my nights wondering if you'll ever come back to me . "

@wingbursts ... I would , but I'd rather not impose. I feel like it may be too heavy of a burden to carry.

@agapenight would you like to talk about it?

good morning!

@wingbursts Could be better .. but I am doing alright .. I hope you are doing well too !

@agapenight hello hello! how are you?

@RecklessL0ng1ng Pfft .. as long it isn't a burdensome thing for you to make– I appreciate the effort. [ He smiles, his heart feeling lighter. ]

@agapenight that’s okay !! i can fashion a super special helmet out of a fishbowl hehehehe

【　OPEN INT　!　】 you find a sinner curling on himself , tail tucked closed and fins pressed to their head . The heavy breaths as he tries to breath through a clogged throat . will you try to lift his woes ?

@RecklessL0ng1ng [ He chuckles, hugging his knees. ] I'd love to visit .. though it may be hard, I sound like a killbuzz but my biology doesn't exactly like me being out of somewhere that doesn't have water with the right conditions .. it sounds lovely though. I hope I get to see it one day..

@agapenight . . . trying is always the best you can do !! and if you need anything else, you can always feel free to visit . . . my home is very spacious, and i’ve been getting a lot better at accommodating for houseguests !

.. I struggle waking up in the mornings.. if I could , I would sleep in all the time ! Though that would mean missing out on any visitors or hanging out with friends, so I still keep my sleep schedule ..

Ah .. another milestone reached - ( 100+ friends wow ! ) Someone told me I need to do this for a way to commemorate ? Not sure if I am interesting enough to warrant this , but lets give it a try ! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o 💕

@RecklessL0ng1ng I'll .. try .. [ He wipes his tears, his breath turning more stable.. ] Thank you, I needed this.. someone to talk to me.. I felt like I was drowning– ironic when my biology let me breathe under water ..

@agapenight [ Nodding, dejectedly. ] it’s kinda unfair, in a way, how you just kind of have to have it run its toll in the moment, but . . . bad times only exist because there are good times to foil them . just . . . don’t do what i did at first, and get too caught up over it .

@pink10teeth [ He stays there, sheltered in her arms. He nods.. ] Thank you.. Annie, I appreciate this.. Thank you..

@agapenight 🪽 you're good.. Just relax... You need it...

@GuilledSinner Did the blow. You should be mad at me instead for not knowing better, not knowing how I should have been aware that it could have potentially killed her..

@GuilledSinner .. Kaiser– [ His heart hurts hearing him depreciate himself. He shakes his head, frowning. ] I.. maybe I don't know how deep the relationship you had with Fraud.. but I don't think she'd want you loathing yourself over this.. it was CELIMA's fault and I– was the one that (+)

@pink10teeth [ He heaves a few laboured breaths, pressing into her hold. His body wrecks through with his guilt and pain. ] Th.. thank you – I'm .. so so sorry ...

@agapenight 🪽 [ she pulled him into a hug, a tight one. She rubbed his back and spoke softly. ] hush, im here. You can cry to me all you want love, I promise.

@GuilledSinner ... [ He sits beside him, curling his tail behind Kaiser's waist. He leans his head on his shoulder, gently and not heavy. ] It's .. not your fault, my dear. It happened so fast, I couldn't even register it myself.. it's understandable why you would be mad..

@agapenight [He looked up at Achlys, saddened by previous events, he appreciates the hug, something he'd really need right now] ... It's just... You had your moment to grieve now I'm having mine. I'm just, mad at myself for not being there.

@pink10teeth [ He chokes on his own words, covering his mouth. He bites at his bandaged knuckles. ] S.. sorry.. I .. I'm just scared you'll look at me in a different way now – after I told ..

@agapenight 🪽 [ she immediately puts her hands on his shoulders trying to calm him down .] HEY HEY, ITS OKAY. Please calm down, I'm here I promise love.

@RecklessL0ng1ng I guess I'll just have to .. let it run its course..

@RecklessL0ng1ng [ He finds comfort in her words, sniffling and wiping away his tears with his sleeves. He nods, mustering up a smile. ] I guess that means maybe it'll get better for me .. I hope .. I don't know if I can continue to live with these emotions but – (+)

@pink10teeth [ His voice shakes, scared. He turns to Annie, and his target like irises turns jumbled. ] I.. I know , I'm a monster – please I – I didn't mean to do it – !

@agapenight 🪽 [she was... Quite shocked to be honest! She never knew that they had ever done something like this. She wasn't upset nor angry, but still conflicted with how to feel about this. ] goodness i-...