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too much on my plate, i’m falling apart.

kangen rumah yg jendelanya besar menerangi seisinya dan masih warna biru, hangatnya tertinggal disana.

i haven't even asked for help & i've stopped expecting anything from yall..

kalau perasaan aman & nyaman itu belum bisa terpenuhi sebagaimana yang seharusnya, jangan kecewain aku terus-terusan pls

it's just exhausting, really.

grateful for the prayers, but they don't fill the gaps where i needed someone to actually be a protector. i’ve outgrown the need for support, but i didn't think i'd have to outgrow the expectation for people to have a backbone. i just wanted my peace to be prioritized for once.

meskipun masih tergopoh-gopoh, i've tried my best untuk ga minta uluran tangan si sulung terlalu banyak. biar bisa lari lebih kencang dari sebelumnya, taruh semua bebannya. ga perlu nengok belakang lagi! 🥺🤍

suka sedih & terharu bisa cover 70% dari budget plan sendiri. kalau dirasa ga mungkin, selalu yakin dan percaya kalau Allah itu sesuai prasangka hamba-Nya.

cycling trip w strangers today, so much fun meskipun agak kaya dipanggang

coisas da minha pastinha de casamento

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esp since i'm moving out of jogs next month. i’d love to just enjoy my last few weeks here being invited or simply asked 'is it still a go?' instead of always being the one who has to organize and double-check everything as usual :3

adulting isn’t always bearable

just got something i wished for, thought i’d feel a bit lighter but i’m starting to realize this is where i start paying attention to what actually feels right

seru bgt thrifting selendang & kebaya lawas di beringharjo! it was my 1st time ever 😭🫰🏻

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💚 guyss ayo mutualan tiktok lagii, bantu akuu dapetin 1000 followers. Janji follback dan ga unfoll tapi yah 🥺

loving my kebaya sm lucu sekali🫰🏻🌸

hampir sebulan rutin pakai hair mask & vitamin tiap keramas, rambutku jadi halus bgt tp licin juga 😭😭 biasanya kadang-kadang aja kalo ga mager

@hjshv_ yuk :(

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