aindumi
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aindumi
@aindumi
اللَّهُمَّ بِكَ أصْبَحْنَا، وبِكَ أمْسَيْنَا، وَبِكَ نَحْيَا، وَبِكَ نَمُوتُ، وإلَيْكَ النُّشُورُ
المملكة العربية السعودية Katılım Mart 2022
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なんかリスカって
外から見ると「やめた方がいい」で終わらせられがちだけど、本人の中ではもっと複雑なんだよ。血を見て安心するっていうのも「痛いのが好き」とかじゃなくて、頭の中ぐちゃぐちゃだったものが一瞬だけ外に出た感じというか、不安とか苦しさに形ができて、やっと落ち着ける感覚だったりする。だから簡単に「やめなよ」って言えないんだと思う。
だってそれって、その人なりの“生き延び方”だった可能性もあるから。もちろん傷つかなくて済むならその方がいい。でももし、それでギリギリ保ってたなら、急に取り上げるだけって結構怖いことなんだよ。リスカをなくすことが先じゃなくて、その不安とか苦しさを他の形で置ける場所とかこうなったときはどうするみたいな方法を見つける方が先な気がする。
たぶん一番しんどいのって「やめたいけど、やめた後どうしたらいいか分からない」だと思う。やめた先に安心が待ってるなら頑張れるけど、何もないまま「やめろ」だけ言われても、じゃあこの苦しさ誰が引き取ってくれるのってなる。だから「やめた方がいいよ」より「今それくらいしんどかったんだね」の方が先なんだよ。
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Look, I am not forcing you to follow my perspective on suicide and all of that.
My point is:
There are people who need to die because of diseases that torture them, diseases they have lived with for years and can no longer bear to tolerate. In this specific case, I believe death is more merciful for them than life and agony.
But as for someone who wants to die just because they failed a certain experience, because of a harsh upbringing, or anything similar—this is not an excuse. This is absolutely not an excuse.
I used to be sick, and I was on my deathbed when I was just a little kid. I knew nothing, I had nothing. I lived in the hospital for long years. I never made any friends because of my illness, and people actually thought my sickness was contagious, even though it was just a disease that I was in a late stage of treating. Because of all this, I was going to die, and it made me hate myself. I used to talk to myself, asking: Why am I suffering while I only wish to live? What did I even do? So, I learned that this is how life is, and a person must keep trying, no matter what their circumstances are
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@aindumi @Lumieee_0 i agree with you but still, there are people that aren't able to take it any longer and suicide is their only solution. in the dark they'll pick the wrong light only because its closer. i hope you can understand that these people just can't do it no matter how hard they try.
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Hiii, well this is the last tweet I post, since in a few hours I'm going to commit my suicide, I just hope it's not a fraud, Anyway, Bye ! ^^ #suicidetwt #shedtwt
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Look, I'm going to tell you the truth. I don't know the person who wrote that tweet, but I absolutely do not wish death upon them under any circumstances.
I only did this so that they could see that there are actually people trying to protect them and caring about them. I figured they might not have friends or anyone thinking about them, so I decided to cause a scene and make trouble just to force people to think about them, even if it meant everyone thinking I'm a toxic person.
I think some people did think about them, but they were only thinking about their 'comfort'—and not normal emotional comfort; they actually wanted them to die just so they could 'rest'?
Rest? In death? No, death is a continuous pain that never fades.
I truly, deeply hope they reconsider this whole thing, look at the positive side of life, and stop thinking about suicide.
Life is long, and our time ahead is very long, so please... try to live.
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@aindumi @Lumieee_0 lol?? not everyone has the strength to just rebuild their lives. being in a depressed state fucks your brain up, not sure if you've ever been thru a long torturing phase lmfao. if the only thing in my mind is dying then you might aswell do it. there's no need to torture yourself
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"I don't care if I made things worse; this is exactly what that stupid person's tweet deserves. What do you want me to tell them? How long are you going to keep lying to yourselves? Let’s face the ugly truth: fools who want to die can actually rebuild their lives, so why don't they? Countless people have been fighting and are still striving just to live, while this idiot says he wants to die just because he's pathetic
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@aindumi @Lumieee_0 people like you are just making shit like this worse for them. what if they're all alone?? what if there isn't anything that truly loves them? not everyone's lives are perfect or have people around them that actually care.
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Guys, shut up! Am I mocking someone who wants to die? Why doesn’t he just start a live stream and show me how he dies, since his death is fake and a total lie? I don't give a damn about a pathetic person who wants to die. My reply was just explaining suicide to idiots. I will say it again and repeat it: anyone who thinks about suicide is an idiot and a cursed person. Whoever disagrees with me should just shut up. Say something good or keep quiet.
And to whoever talks about circumstances, saying 'I'm miserable, weak, and want to die'—screw you.
Look at the truly poor, the miserable, the disabled, and the paralyzed who wish to live, while this person throws his life away this easily?
He is nothing but an idiot, and screw you
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@aindumi @aliah97J @Lumieee_0 how can you know anything if your making fun of someone being so sad they want to end there life? if anyones the idiot here its you, get back to work and provide for your family instead of arguing with kids on social media. how pathetic can you be.
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Screw you, shut the hell up. Do you honestly think they'd listen to you?
And if they really wanted to die, would they even tell you they're committing suicide? I bet they're already dead by now anyway, since they said it would happen in a few hours—if they were even real to begin with.
Second of all, screw you and your trash logic, you piece of garbage. Keep your mouth shut before I come over there, shove my foot down your throat, and stomp all over you, you cursed bastard
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@aindumi @Lumieee_0 youre a fucking pain in the ass. this is a real person attempting to take their life and all you can spit out is ¨youre craving attention¨ and ¨you hurt others around you¨ GROW THE FUCK UP!!!
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@aliah97J @Lumieee_0 Seriously, you're an idiot. Who even told you I was nice?
I was giving advice, I never said I was a good person, you fool. I hope you stop messaging me, I don't have time for this. I can't talk to someone who thinks I'm evil 😔
Go to hell and stop texting me, you annoying brat
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@aindumi @Lumieee_0 how do you genuinely look at yourself in the mirror and think you’re a good person? 😭🙏🏻
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@aliah97J @Lumieee_0 Bro, drop the act. You definitely read it. Don't play the 'I'm so busy and got no time' card
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You idiot, you're 14 and acting like you know it all? I know way more than you, you dummy. If you actually knew anything, you wouldn't be here insulting people, you trash. The fault isn't yours, it's on the idiots who raised you. And second, what is your concept of suffering? Is it crying? Or what? Why am I even explaining to an idiot who doesn't understand anything?"
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@aindumi @Lumieee_0 hey random old man who has never known what it is to struggle, shut the fuck up.
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@aliah97J @Lumieee_0 Hey kid, put that damn phone down and go finish your shots. Once you become a decent human being and drop this savage behavior, then come talk to me
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@aindumi @Lumieee_0 you don’t know them. shut your fucking mouth and let your frontal lobe fully develop.
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@viro__2 @Scarfalajme ماتوقع ينزل السنه ذي بس اذا انزل اتوقع عنه ب ياخذ الأوسكار ل عن مشاهدات عاليه
العربية

「日本の自殺について، それがまるで遺伝か何かのように引き継がれているのか分かりません。なぜ日本人の方々が自殺について話しているのをこれほど多く目にするのでしょうか? 一体どうしたのですか? 自殺をゲームだとでも思っているのですか? あなた方は自殺に至るまで، すべてにおいて失敗している! 自殺という道を選ぶことはできても، 救いの道を選ぶことはできないのですね。
> あなたは自分を殺すだけでなく، 家族、つまり父親や母親、そして友人を精神的に殺すことになるのです。
> あなたを育て、何年も苦労してきた父親が、あなたの自殺する姿を見たらどう思うでしょうか? これほど長い年月の苦労の末に自殺するのですか? 彼らはあなたを自分たちの希望であり、人生の支えだと思っていました。あなたは彼らの人生を破壊し、彼らはあなたの自殺による深い悲しみで命を落とすことになるでしょう。彼らに何が起こると思いますか? あなたは自分のことしか考えていない利己的な人であり、あなたのために苦労してきた人たちのことを考えていません。
> 自殺についてですが、私はもうこの話にうんざりしています! 身体に障害があり、歩くことも動くこともできないのに、それでも生きたいと願っている人たちがいる中で、あなたは今、自殺したいと言うのですか?!
> 自殺を考えているすべての人が、自分の周りを見渡し、自分を愛してくれている人たちに目を向けることを願っています。ポジティブな側面に目を向けてください。この辛い時期は一時的なもので、やがて消え去ります。日本での自殺のニュースを本当によく目にしますが、それが皆さんのところで収まり、皆さんが平和に暮らし、望むものを手に入れられるよう心から願っています
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実は、私は本当のうつ病の時期を経験し、精神的な痛みを感じていました。他の子供たちのように笑ったり冗談を言ったりする子供時代さえ生きられず、私は病院の患者でした。病院を出た後も、同い年の子供たちは病気がうつると信じていたので、友達を作れませんでした。本当は自覚があって一人で座っていましたが、人々は私のことを病気だと思い、どうしようもない状況でした。だから、人のためではなく、自分自身のために自分を変えることを決めました。私は一度きりの人生を生きるために、自分を助けました。人々にもチャンスを掴んで、人生を生きて楽しんでほしいです。自分の能力の範囲外のことは考えないでください。年齢は前に進むだけで、戻ることはないのだから。これが私です。今17歳で、2年前にあの黒く憂鬱な渦から抜け出しました。
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@aindumi @aru_maniaReich 自殺は心の助けだと僕は考えます。愚かと考える人は嫌いです。あなたは本当に精神疾患の人の心情を理解してるのですか?
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現実を直視しましょう。
自殺を考える人は愚か者です。
(なぜ人は自殺するのでしょうか?友人のため?恋人のため?それとも愛そのもののため?あるいは、「彼らは恵まれているのに、自分には何もない」と言いたいのでしょうか?)他人を羨むのではなく、彼らよりも優れた人間になるよう努力しましょう。実際、彼らの存在を気にする必要すらありません。
怠惰や無気力に身を滅ぼされてはいけません。自分自身を磨きましょう。
彼らが自殺する言い訳は、「人生に疲れて死にたい」というものです。彼らは自分が賢いと思っています。死に方を選ぶことに関しては賢いかもしれませんが、成功する方法を選ぶことに関しては愚かです。
私は、人々が他の人とは別の状況を経験していることを知っていますが、これは彼らが自殺することを許しません。
自殺は、周囲の人々に精神的な苦痛を与える単なる考えです。
自殺はハッピーエンドでしょうか?
それとも悲劇的な結末でしょうか?
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