@alaraliii Literally. Tbf she’s also disordered, and we both know that abt eachother, but like that’s more a reason she shouldn’t share that stuff in front of me
@vaiaspo omg i hate when i tell my friends abt my disorder and then all they can talk abt is how they don’t eat 👎 seriously tho i’m so sorry, i attempted recovery b4 but i just couldn’t make it work unfortunately
@alaraliii Fr like I was going strong for a full year then a saw a pic of me at my lw and it came back ( and I have a freind who constantly talks abt how little she eats a day and I feel like a chud when she says that lmao)
Is it possible to get rid of this hard stuff? Someone said it was muscle but it makes my legs look even more ginormous and gross then the fat itself😭 #edtwtㅤ #edrtwt
for my old moots here’s my life update
+ dyed my hair pink yayyyy
+ spinal surgery last month
+ new loving loyal tall bf
+ went back to motherland & got eyelid surgery as bday present frm parents
+ gave up on recov still disordered as hell
irritates me so bad how all the ed discouragement talking points are “lanugo!” “no period!” “ugly and smelly!”, packaging this disorder as nothing but a feminine nuisance, and exploiting mental illness to police female bodies. nobody approaches the topic with any respect