pruned sticks bundled together for make-believe, aproned in leaves chewed through by a beetle's hunger, she tells you that it's not your fault but clacks more stiffly when you pull her close. if only she were furred or stuffed with cotton, you might remember the plume of her
@SKUBBING yesyesyey youre so right. i love this. he adapts to that loss of stability by holding on to things too tightly... its his response to the unpredictable🙁🙁
@alllieneed I do think he'd be more attached to his belongings & distressed over losing them due to having some experience of stability while Mary was alive + experiencing the trauma of Mary's death firsthand.
I like the idea of him having a bit of a hoarding problem as a trauma response
sam learning how to read from motel bibles, his first "consistent" book because anything he tried to keep might get lost/damaged during hunts, or how schoolbooks got left behind when they had to leave suddenly... . the bible on the other hand,
@SKUBBING sure nothing important got left behind and feels like a failure when he fails to do so because he feels responsible... and about the impala, its something that never got left behind which becomes the closest thing he has to a permanent home ykwim???
@SKUBBING ahh im so happy you understand, i thought i was just projecting tbh😖😖 and idk but i think dean would be the opposite, the way he keeps his cassetes and his impala and his dads journal i think is from the habit of taking care of sam's belongings or packing the bags, making-
#stonernatural
so get this.. the only way to put the stoner’s ghost to rest is to smoke the weed
all of it? i don’t know sammy… that’s a LOT of weed. even for us. can’t we just salt & burn it?
according to the lore, no. that’ll just make the ghost green out forever