alycia ✌🏼

finally ready to accept the fact that this happened yesterday.

were you allowed to express emotions as a child or do you get that pain in the back of your throat when you feel the need to cry?

i’m honestly thinking about going back into hospital again. i need help. lmao.

i just feel so damn alone & idk what to do.

i’m so unsafe within my self at the moment & i just don’t know what to do.

i swear this is why s***** a**** survivors barely come out. it fucks you up more than dealing with the secret.

i’m suicidal but i don’t want to die. i just want this all to stop.

the worst thing imaginable happened today & i just don’t know what to do.

ODAAT explored: -sexuality/coming out -religion -depression -anxiety -addictions/recovery/relapsing -raising a family as a single parent -immigration -racism and SO much more yet netflix had the “difficult decision” to cancel it?? a show this diverse cannot end #SAVEODAAT

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i saw this on twitter and i just really had to try it out for myself

@JAILEYSDOBRIK i love you.

Today I posted on Facebook I didn’t want to talk to anybody and people are still FUCKING calling me. I don’t want to talk to you, I don’t want to talk on the phone and I don’t wanna talk full stop. I’m so glad my iRL friends have no idea what twitter is bc I’m TIRED.

@blissfull_daze target!! i actually bought a really cute one with leaves on it from the reject shop & it’s gorgeous.

@allys_ali I’m legit in love with leaves and feathers right now

Ok but what colour sheets would go with this quilt cover set?

@blissfull_daze oh bugger ): target have some really nice quilt covers at the moment.

@allys_ali I’m sad because I waited too long to order it online so it’s sold out but yea I was thinking a dark purple

the fact that it’s either self harming or binging is seriously insane.

ok had to switch to this account bc my best friend has me on the other one.