Alonso Navarro

@DrLupo Ya ya

I screwed up big time. The internet has been right basically since the beginning, and it's taken me multiple waves of self reflection and internal fighting to get to the point where I can fully admit fault without holding back. I lied to the internet, repeatedly. I cheated, and betrayed the trust of countless people that believed in me. Viewers, family, friends. Everyone. Myself. I carry a lot of baggage, and you all got exposed to it in the worst way. I lied directly to @danielrensch. I lied directly to @WolfeyGlick and used him as a prop on stream. He didn't deserve that. None of you did. I messaged him directly to apologize, and I'll gladly do it on stream, too. I've spent a big part of my life being really good at games. When I suddenly wasn't good enough, I lied. Between games while waiting, they said to be sure to only have one Chess.com window open. So I was playing games against a computer on my other monitor using lichess.org where my chat window usually is to practice between rounds. Once I blundered my queen, I panicked. I used the analysis feature there and my brain couldn't stop after that. I figured out the lines, but every time I panicked after that, I did it again. It wasn't something that I planned on doing. I really did practice quite a bit leading up to the event. People kept asking me why I did it - I think I did it for a false sense of self validation. To convince myself that I could win when clearly I shouldn't have. It was disrespectful to the entire online chess community. I was stupid enough to not even considering the consequences of what I was doing. And I accept those consequences now, because I deserve it. I understand that people are going to question everything in my career now. I don't blame them. I was the guy that vocally hated people who cheated in video games, Tarkov is riddled with it. And I did the most hypocritical thing I could do. I talked about mental health on stream yesterday morning because that stuff is very real for me. I'm restarting therapy this afternoon, I found someone through Sondermind that was available almost immediately, which was nice. I clearly have a problem with honesty to myself and those that care about me. It sucks that it took something like this to blow up in my face, but I'm hoping that it results in me finally fixing problems with myself that I've had for years. I'm sorry. To everyone. My friends and family. People that watch me. Anyone that I associate with. I betrayed your trust. I hope one day people can forgive me, and I understand if they can't. I hope one day I can forgive myself, too. I'm typically pretty hard on myself.

@DrDisrespect Yeahhh finally! It's about time

@DrDisrespect It's a snooze fest out there!

Vacation is just too good right now. We'll be back soon though Champs. We have lots to talk about. Yayaya yayaya yayaya

@PublimetroMX Qué horror

#ÚltimaHora | Claudia Sheinbaum fue la ganadora de la encuesta de Morena y será la candidata para 2024. publimetro.com.mx/nacional/2023/…

#LoÚltimo | Claudia Sheinbaum ya va rumbo al WTC.

@FOXSportsMX @GersonMarlon @SalasJiujitsu @mariodelgadorzm Su aplicación es una verdadera basura. La peor que existe.

🇲🇽 ¡VIENE LOOPY! #UFCxFSMX | Calvillo vs. Loopy 🔥 #UFC287 @GersonMarlon @SalasJiujitsu @mariodelgadorzm 📺: FOX Sports PREMIUM 📱: bit.ly/41KWwFR

@justdanield Genial

Para rentar en la Roma/Condesa te están pidiendo el TOEFL.

@FOXSportsMX Da igual, de todas maneras en su basura de aplicación no se puede ver nada.

¡NO PUEDE SER! 😩 El relanzamiento del GP de Japón fue suspendido. Solo se pudieron correr tres vueltas. Sigue detenida la carrera de la #F1xFOX debido a la lluvia.

@kimoNFT @Bitso The kinnnnnnmm

¡Ya estoy en la lista de espera para recibir mi @Bitso Card! ¿Y tú? #bitsocard landing.bitso.com/bitso-card-mx/…

@mama_gforce @IndyCar @BadDayToBeHuman puede estar interesante clavarse en esto.

WANT TO GET INTO @INDYCAR THIS SEASON? Here’s a primer to get you ready for the first race of the season next weekend: #IndyCar | #FirestoneGP

@justdanield @futbolsapiens Ahí se ve claramente. Balón

@futbolsapiens @alo_nav balón

¿Quién se te viene a la cabeza?🤔

@veladiz Si miras mis sandalias: Tabla

Cien planas de “el lenguaje cambia, evoluciona y se adapta”.

@Hachi_Masaki Sí eres Hachi.

My birthday with the best! @drdisrespect @kimo_no DecoCake.mx

@BadDayToBeHuman @ZLanerOFFICIAL @drdisrespect Jajajaja

@ZLanerOFFICIAL @drdisrespect @alo_nav

"I'll meet you at the buy zone 🎶" Instant classic @drdisrespect

@soypinchepato Los reptilianos? Aliens?

@RaulNChavez Jajajajaja

@mirandaoynguren Jajajajaja pobre, ya llegó la nueva

@PanteritaBernal Cuando vuelves a entrar a un antro, ahí te las ponen.

¿A qué edad de chavorruco me entregan mis pulseras de cuero?

@justdanield Belleza

-Fueron tiempos complicados, hijo. Tuvimos que aprender a hacer masa madre. -¿Para sobrevivir? -Para presumirlo en Instagram.

@justdanield Jajaja ese güey se la mama

"Yo creo que a todos les encantaría escuchar un poco de Juan Gabriel ahora mismo" -Mi vecino