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When I was little, I had a big dream about becoming a person that will affect others with whatever I did. But now I’ve grown up and realized that having a little family, living in country side with simple life is the real big dream i wanted

I’m not in a battle with someone. Yea some of em created the effect that made me judgemental and pessimistic. But they’re only the effect, I’m the decision. From now on I will never let people create this kind of effect towards me. I’ll decide what’s gonna happen with my own life

Then I learn, it’s silly but maybe I’m beautiful inside. I’m trying to accept the reality that I can’t even change. Even these words showed that I’m not confidence and not sure with myself.. But here I am, trying to find the mistake! (2)

It’s exhausting the fact that I always can’t find the inner beauty inside me. I never think I’m pretty enough or smart enough. Especially the fact that people made standard ‘beauty is symmetry’. My face is so asymmetric, I’m not smart, and I don’t have self confidence (1)

I downgraded my dream just to fit in reality. But still not low enough too fit in. It’s sad but that’s the reality. Recently having a break from social media to take care of myself

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How am I supposed to get home now?

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