perhaps dead

nothing's happening, but my feeling dread, depression, and suicidal

really, really do i wish to die in my sleep tonight... all and everything round me has turned weird – painful, even

shit... it sucks much when i can't care more for nearly anything in life, and i see myself slowly digging myself deeply in the dirt

they just hurts lots, these bad feelings which don't seem they're ever leaving; the anxiety, the stress, the fears: will they ever lessen in me? i hate being alive, and feeling